&{those-little-things}

2009-10-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

The point of philosophy is to start with something so simple as not to
seem worth stating, and to end with something so paradoxical that no one will
believe it.

A date, i will remember for life(: 28o9!♥

2009-09-30T20:04:00.006+08:00

"Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why -- Eddie Cantor (1892-1964) "

It has been long since i last posted, very very long. Here i am slacking in front of the computer and my CHINESE PAPER ONE AND BICULTURE PAPER is tomorrow. yups thats right, it falls on children's dayD: but thats not why i am blogging la(: I am blogging to thank people who wished me happy birthday(: i just thought it would be nice to actually thank all of you again cause one thankyou is never enough(L) so, muacks and kisses to all of you!!!

HERE IT GOES!

♥SMS! :XH kor(: , HueyChyi, PeiQin, Yuqi, Sharmine, Yunfei laoda!, Chinghun, Conhim, Laiteng BFF!, Charlene, Jiaying BFF!, Cheah jing, Xiuhan, Meiwen, Ong min, PC, Felicia, Kelly, Nadiah, Weiliang

thanks peeps for wasting a sms but all of you made my dayy!

♥MSN!: Benjamin, Fengwei, KangChyi, Desmond, Jovi daddy!, Kuan Yuan

hehs people thanks truckloads:D -hints to jovi: dont you dare forget my bday!-

♥FACEBOOK!: KhinYin, Jeremy, Laiteng BFF, Asyraf, Rebecca, Yunfei laoda!, Alicia, Meilin, Pengfei, Xiaodan, Sze fan, Xiangyi, Tszkiu, Zhangrui, Weliang

arigatou to all!~

SARANGHAEYO!(:

THREE CHEERS FOR ALL! HEHHEH(: jiayous all for EOYS! gambatae!

i shall continue cramming all the biculture notes into my brain(: tata!

又想放弃了

2009-08-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

最近不知怎么了，心情一直都不是很好。。不知道这一切是不是因为。。怎么办，我也不想这样但，我真的好想放下一切然后重新再来，重新开始一个崭新的人生。对学习，我只有两个字能形容我对这词的感觉：讨厌。对生活所发生在我身上的琐碎事物，我也只有两个字可形容：失望。怎么办，有时真的很想对自己说算了，再怎么努力或许也没有用，我真的很尽力了，至少我尝试了努力，得到的不但不是鼓励而是老师严厉的斥责说自己根本没有努力。老师谢谢你。你让我感觉好像是全世界的人都看不起我，感觉好像是自己在世上只是多一个与地球人争氧气的废物。好希望这种感觉能够消失，好希望能把这些悲观的想法抛到脑后。我从来都没有质疑自己的能力，但成绩显示我错了。我对自己 intellect 的肯定是错的，我根本都没有那种读书的天分。怎么办？难道我现在只能天天求神拜佛，希望神仙们能对我网开一面，赏赐一些智慧给我？

心情极端的起伏，希望他不是主要的原因。因为我觉得他不值得。

happy birthday!

2009-08-18T23:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED G-DRAGON!! SO HOT!

RVNP!xoxo

2009-08-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

For these years in rvnpBANGBANGSQUAD♥ i felt that i learnt alot. Be it the hard skills or the soft skills, a big thank you to all who have taught me, my SQUADMATES and my NCOS.

Change, something unavoidable, and a continuos cycle. Everyone experience that regardless of who you are and where you belong too. Change in attitude, change in behaviour, even the most inevitable part of life, growing up is a change.

Squadmates changed me. A healthy dose of encouragement from you all is probably the reason that kept me going. I remembered myself wanting to give up, i remembered myself losing the passion in NPCC. I used to hate NPCC, I used to dread going to acts, i used to think that going fot CCA is an absolute waste of time. So, i understood. I understood how it felt like to be doing something that i dislike that much.

There is one thing that cannot be changed -- history. Time will never rewind back to the times where we were still sec ones, time will never go back to the times where we still had a choice. No we don't. The chance to start all over again is never there, things will never be the way, it used to be. From sec1s, to sec2s and the fast-paced sec3life and to us being the current NCOs. Be it we are prepared or not, i feel that that is something WE have to face, something we cannot run away from. I have to admit that we are not well-prepared for all these, at least i feel that I am not.

First act in NP as a NCO, after ROD. I felt a sudden gush of happiness in me as i stepped into the NPCC room. It is the very first time i stepped into the NPCC room without having to ask for permission. M'ams were there to guide us along. I realised from that, it is not easy being an NCO. Having tip-top conditions for the attire, the preparation for lessons before teaching the cadets, planning of acts with the welfare and benefits that act will bring to the cadets in mind. All these were not easy, even just as a committee member and a sec1 DI who have not taken any squad, its hard. Sorry to all of my past NCOs when i took all of these, your planned lessons and acts you took us, for granted. I when to see my squadmates take the sec2s and sec3s. Grown-up Cadet, now as a cadet leader, squadmates you people really had the aura and the sense of "WOW" within all for you. I aim and strive to be like you people, who are able to carry out your duties as NCOS in charge of the squad. I heard the Sec1o9 squad's ROD speech for their NCOs, i told myself i want to be like our NCOs, to be able to turn the dislike towards NPCC in the new cadets,who had just joined the RVNP family, into the drive and passion for NPCC. For this, i feared. I am afraid i will not be able to take the squad, i am afraid that i will ruin all the image of NPCC and cause my cadets to hate NPCC. I am afraid that i will not be able to build a strong foundation in my cadets and causing the next batch of NCOs to suffer for what i have done. My squadmates asked me why, i wanted to give up, something that i have chosen for myself, a sec1 squad DI. I got what i wanted, why do i want to give it all up now? They talked me out of it at least, they gave me a feeling that they believe i can do it. thanks, it is appreciated and i really hope all will go well for you people as well! JIAYOUS all squadmates and together, we shall put RV NPCC onto greater heights!

"The path to our destination is not always a straight one. We go down the wrong road, we get lost, we turn back. Maybe it doesn't matter which road we embark on. Maybe what matters is that we embark."
--Barbara Hall, Northern Exposure, Rosebud, 1993

Throughout this year and the next half of year in 2010, there is still a chance to improve, there is still chance to be with squadmates, there is still one last chance.

NATIONAL DAY!

2009-08-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

Back into blogging:D

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all! I LOVE SINGAPORE:D
Went for the DUNKIT CIP today and it was FUNNN! Even though we were quite screwed in the beginning :/ blame it on the terribly COLDDDD weather. Almost cold enough to melt me.. this is how the story goes: We went around and around to find 2 mentors supposed under fullerton road but they were chased out of it so we couldnt find them then went to the supposedly wrong station and did the quiz halfway ONLY TO BE TOLD that we are in the wrong station. OMG la under that sweltering heat>.<>

After finishing the thing went to padang. I literally STONED and i am serious. no one wanna talk to me -hmphs- when squadmates came it wasnt that bad liao BUT i started being nervous about seeing MATTHEW MARCH! We were so damn worried that it wouldnt be possible to watch him and that the debrief will not end that fast. How important that glance of the parade is to us. After debrief we all chionged to see. Jovi and Hancong managed to find that ideal spot for all of us to stand:D before that i was still worrying about not being able to get a spot. for that, I LOVE YOU JOVI:D We really saw matthew! RV's formation sign is so damn obvious lo RED. We shouted RVNP MATTHEW CHAN:D i think alot of peeps are like wondering what crazy people we are but, aiya dont care la bangbang squad LOVE MATTHEW:D! he heard us and we know it from his reply to ongmin -ahems- We literally chased after his contingent to find another spot to take a pic of him but to no avail. haiya nevermind i think we had FUN chasing after the contingent like mad women.

After the parade, we went back to padang for the FIREWORKS. they were freaking chio can? i took a video of it:D and that includes our screams and cheers upon the fireworks and JOVI's purposely made enough-to-kill-my-ears scream. Had the pledge moment at 8.22pm i think its damn cool la. We should make it a tradition like maybe a weekly thing LOL!

After fireworks decided to leave. It is damn hard to leave that place seriously. So crowded lo. It is like you dont even need to walk de lo cause the crowd behind literally push you and you will automatically move in front de. i hate crowds we took like half an hour? then wanted to go through to esplanade but the road's blocked. haish then went FUNAN. i love the aircon:D bought drinks from subway. My concoction: Ice lemon tea, F&N grape and Sprite! Its nice but i couldnt finish it. Also, we had fun with the VENDING MACHINE which refuses to let people buy coke light HAHA.

Me and oonhim then bused home while the others trained. damn tired lo, reached home at 11 plus.. lastly, I LOVE SINGAPORE! HAHA.

2009-07-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

blogger's screwed so i will still use livejournal:D http://bluurqueen.livejournal.com

new blog again.

2009-07-19T14:50:00.002+08:00

HELLO all! I have opened a new blog again:D That will be my official AUDITION blog. It will not be updated often but i think it will be much often than THIS BLOG.
Currently looking for a AUDI TEAM. If interested please tag on the tagboard at my other blog:
http://www.xlovehim.blogspot.com/ THANKS:D

HELP!

2009-07-13T22:00:00.005+08:00

She found out the truth a little too late. He insisted on her. She was all he wanted.
hello all! i am currently stuck at this and i dont know how to continue =X any suggestions, feel free to email me @ roflolmaoxinyi@hotmail.com! thanks! (dont worry i will credit you)

by the way, to see the short stories i wrote, go to http://th-deoxygenated.blogspot.com/

idontknowthetitle

2009-07-12T14:30:00.010+08:00

Here is something i wrote out of boredom, pardon me for my bad english:D enjoy!

Once, she felt that she was rational.

That day, everything changed. She found out something she did not want to. He did not belong to her alone. When she confronted him, he said: “Whatever.” That word ended everything. It ended all her fantasy; it ended her fairytale. She was convinced that she irritated him with her willfulness and absurd reasoning. The many things she did were proven to be unacceptable. At least, that was what she thought.

On the other hand, she, the one who came in between them, was gloating. Her victory is what she deemed worth celebrating. She succeeded in pissing the girl off; she succeeded in proving how inferior the girl is compared to her. Politeness, rationality, kindness, helpfulness, all these, she proved to have excelled compared to the girl.

“Thank you for convincing me of how inferior I am, thank you for showing me how incompatible both of us were. You can have him.”

You can have him. It meant her disappointment. Disappointment in him not standing up for her after witnessing her being ridiculed, disappointment in him who had left so abruptly at the moment when she needed him the most. He walked away, that angered her the most. Is that what he is suppose to do, walk away? Leaving the girl he said he loved to experience it alone, leaving her to be insulted by his ex-girlfriend. Leaving her feeling that she needed a certain verification of her place in his heart. All she wanted was the place.

She felt that he should have understood the feeling. She felt that it was similar to what he had felt when he saw her with another guy. Though verified but the uneasiness will not cease. He, should know it the best.

copyrighted@ http://th-deoxygenated.blogspot.com/

...

2009-07-07T23:04:00.003+08:00

Freaking tired=X.

i didn't sleep for the whole day just to try to finish my homework ( i still didnt in the end) . Whatever i dont care. Today's lesson was "great" i am like falling asleep at every other lesson >< -prays- that the teacher didnt notice. After school stayed back awhile for mr suria to finish what he wanted to teach. After that, me and taikee went to eat cause both of use are famished. We bused to Queenstown and ate at the interchange there i forgot the name of the shop alrd but i guess i will never go back again:/

now i am going to study my damn chemistry alrd>.< sayonara:D
(in the end also never study >.<)

updated:12-july

June has passed D:

2009-06-30T20:08:00.011+08:00

Smile, please, just once more.

June holidays' over. WOW. Time flies when you are having"fun". Hell lot of fun with the homework.. start of new term, another roundof torturous lessons again. I am so looking forward to 10weeks later. so so looking forward. Let's just hope that everything will go well for this term and the upcoming tests -keeping fingers crossed-

There are many things worth celebrating during this holidays:D

To these people from my class!~
yangyi[9th June], zimin[12th June], kangchyi[21st June],huakai[26th June] & taikee[27th June]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~ you people are loved♥
esp ZIMIN mummy & TAIKEE laogong:D

27.06.09♥ This date is so loved too:D Happy 2years!~

H1N1

2009-06-23T18:37:00.011+08:00

Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation i think everyone sort of know this already>.<

First, i am a singaporean so i am kiasi. I dont want to be like worrying and it all doesnt make sense to me that why is the school cancelling all the activities in school this week? To me, the reason could only be that it is a preventive measure. Of what? Of the H1N1 of course. However, if the schools are afraid of spreading during the CCA times where there are the most a few hundreds then what about the NORMAL SCHOOL DAY where it is still a few but a few THOUDSANDS? I dont understand i seriously dont. The minister is right, life still has to go on. But perhaps considering the usage of E-learning/IVLE? Imagine if one person, just one becomes a confirmed case and a few having the symptoms? THEN THE WHOLE SCHOOL now has to be praying that there will not be another confirmed case or at least, the next would not be one i have contact with or ME.

Second, many may think that students are against it cause we have not completed all our assigned tasks. INDEED WE HAVENT. I have been going to school almost everyday for the first 2 weeks except for sundays. THIS IS WORSE THAN NORMAL SCHOOL DAYS. everyday reach home mentally drained like wth.

okay enough of grumbles, here is some recent news of the H1N1. enjoy?

23 Jun 2009
•MOE to issue 7-day leave of absence to those returning from H1N1 affected countries
•Singapore confirms 26 more new H1N1 cases
22 Jun 2009
•H1N1 flu toll leaps past 52,000 infected, 231 dead
•Philippines reports first H1N1 flu death
•Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation
•Singapore changes tactics to battle H1N1 influenza
•3 HK footballers at Asian Youth Games contract H1N1
•China closes school as H1N1 flu cases mount
•Singapore confirms another 16 new H1N1 cases
21 Jun 2009
•Hong Kong reports 65 new H1N1 flu cases
•Local clusters of H1N1 transmission take measures to minimise spread of virus
•Malaysia shuts school with three H1N1 flu cases
•Singapore confirms two clusters of H1N1 local transmission

BIG BANG

2009-06-15T23:49:00.004+08:00

HELLO all! BIG BANG!♥ there had been alot of people CRAZY-ing over THEMxD. I came across this haru haru MV and i think its really nice! very touching! GO see bah! xD short post!~

biculture CAMP

2009-06-05T00:29:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, it is just like that.

I am back from biculture CAMP. and here to update about it..

Day1: 2JUNEo9

reach school and was like laughing at people's luaggage. LOL especially kelly's:D so big.. Then went to sports school. My impression was like so cold when i reach the auditorium. Was separated into groups, me junweng and xiuhan same group. I was glad about it, at least, i am not alone. Then was the giving out of room keys. OMG i solo-ing. guess how upset i felt. STILL, i thought that maybe it wouldnt be that bad but i was wrong.. EVERY NIGHT i was like sleeping before 12. Nobody to talk to. Had the night Games, only the last part was nice ( the water bomb one) LOL tseng wei i am gonna rmb what u did to mexD.

Day2: 3JUNEo9

My roommate woke me up. Thanks and i am sorry cause i guessed my alarm was so noisy that it woke u that early.. BUT both of us went to snooze our alarms. Its all about film screenings today. i was look for the 文娱晚会 something like campfire night without campfire.. had the hair spray that cause me a great headache. CRAZYY night that day, i guess it was the fastest i have ever run this year:/ with Kelly in front LOL. Danced 你是我的花朵. DAMN HIGH. BEST EVER RVHS PERFORMANCE:D ROCKKKKKED. HCI guys wanted encore de but we didnt hear LOL. SAD la... Was totally drained by the time i reached the dorm.

Day3: 4JUNEo9

I woke her up:D so nice of me.. It was just the MrKiasu speaker giving a talk. I think he drink too much HL milk liao. ( so HL ). I was looking forward to going home:D SO totally happy when we were dismissed. We are reminded again THAT WE DID A GREAT JOB:D -smiles- Then bus back to RV where pengfei did ALOT OF FORFEITS. abit gross but damn funny... then me, joyce, kahkah, xiaodan,tsengwei, pengfei, huakai, hancong, desmond, liheng, yingwai AND HUEYCHYI♥ (i think thats all) bused to VIVO. Had macs.. ROFL. Then cabbed home with desmond and kahkah.. The taxi got this weird smell that makes me giddy... gahhh. REACHED HOME DAMN TIRED that i slept until 8 plus then wake up. by 12am i am asleep again.. CHEMISTRY the next day--> so looking forward to it.

-i didnt really like the camp cause i am not making any frens and i was zibi-ing most of the time-

p/s I am crushing on hueychyi and i am so getting owned by cheryl over the fight for hueychyi.
p/s/s I am fighting for HUEYCHYI♥
p/s/s/s Happy BIRTHDAY MUMMY:D

HAPPY JUNE HOLS.

2009-05-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY-ness is nothing more than having a bad memory

Had CCA today, gahhh it was terrible. THE rifle drill. begining was okay until the put down of arms part. seriously, i am having cramps in my thighs when i do that. OUCH. It was really a TERRIBLE morning. I totally dreaded the thought of coming to school, especially with the fact of uniform UN-PREPARED, and i am running late. reached home at 11 the night before and was like FREAKING pissed off cause i wanted to sleep.. (random sequence of things happening) then had CCA. i broke my record, changed within 5 mins WOW. i was cursing through the first part of act cause i am still feeling grumpy about being dragged out of bed to go for CCA. then yeah the drill part...

CLASS GATHERING:D

woots! i was fussing about what to wear as there was no dress code. LOL. then met peiqin and the rest of peeps. WEILIANG and SONGKEN (organisers) were late. gahhhh. weather so hot still dare late LOL. We had a stoning session with THE AUNTIE there keeping a close watch at US. JOKE. then there was this movie screening LOL. SPARTANS.. played truth or dare and so on... LUCKY DRAW. won 1st prize.. so funny:/ then phototaking joke la. WAS SUANED throughout the whole thing and scandal scandal (peiqin and kangjie ar..) XD

6RUBYo6 ROCKS! xD update more about it some time later. abit sian now dont feel like updating..

SCREWED

2009-05-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

I am sorry but there isn't such a word in my vocabulary.

What is happening? Life's screwed? The passive instincts in me is overwhelming. i have no idea why. Perhaps i need that little help? What help can anyone offer me? JOKE. life's a joke. INDULGING myself in audition, trying to numb myself from the world. trying to waste off any ounce of energy i have in me to not think about it. oh gosh. wasting time away, wasting my life away. Pardon me for my ignorance for how wonderful and MEANINGFUL life is.

珍惜人生吧！

2009-05-07T18:49:00.005+08:00

人生短短几十年，还是快点懂得珍惜这两个字吧。

今天天气很晴朗，阳光普照，本小姐今天心情很好。我想我不会再这么说了吧。我心里的天气不普照，阳光也不明媚，或许我懂得了珍惜。珍惜，珍惜我生命的每一分每一秒，珍惜我生命里的每一个人，珍惜我生命中的每一个机会。我算是在跟时间赛跑，不只是我，人人都是。因为珍惜才有可惜的存在，因为可惜才有遗憾的存在。因为有着遗憾，我不开心。

就在物理考试后，松了也叹了一口气。

松气是因为我完成了那份卷子，叹气因为我自己不够努力。人嘛，就是这么的贪心，努力往往是不够的，尽全力也不够，只有考到了好成绩，他人才会看到你的努力。或许是因为这样，我不努力，原因就因为我害怕。我害怕努力后还是不能得到好成绩，我害怕那种因为成绩而证实了自己的智商不如他人的肯定，我害怕知道那残酷的事实。因此我选择了不尽力，我选择了让自己一直活在因为我没尽力所以考不好的谎言里，简单的说，我选择欺骗自己。我承认了，我胆小。

过后，与朋友乘搭巴士的途中，看见了一个蓝色的建筑物，啊，那一刹那间的感觉既熟悉，既陌生。那是一种。。。怀念的感觉。如今已中三了，离开小学也有大概两年半了，回头想想，那些无忧无虑的笑声与单纯自在的脸孔似乎都已从我们的生活字典里消失了。现在得到的快乐，是从考试成绩中得到的满足感，是因为自己被老师夸奖了一下。因为这一切的社会竞争，人们早就忘了什么是缓一缓脚步，看看周围的各种事与物。

到了这里，我又有感触了。

我好怀念过去，真的。那高高兴兴上学，快快乐乐回家，专专心心读书的我早已从人间蒸发了。我中一中二时，曾经放弃过一次，使我浪费了中学两年的学习生涯。到了中三，或许是懂事了，或许是醒悟了，终于想要认真地上课，但心有余而力不足。不小心的，会在课堂上打瞌睡，不小心的就会在课上放空。过后自己就会开始责怪为什么不好好听课。回到家也一样，想要好好完成作业，但又不会做，不争气的脑袋就是不肯给出一个答案。有时真想把一切烦恼抛在一旁，与朋友尽情享受但我做不到，我们都做不到。从小就被教会的一个生存论理：想在新加坡过好日子，想在新加坡生存，就要会读书，就要考到好成绩。残酷的事实就是如此，想要不被社会排斥在外，想继续生存，对每个学生（于他们的父母）而言，一定得考到好成绩，对工作人士而言，自己一定要不断进修，升级就是他们工作的目标。

你好狠。你让不知多少人带着遗憾而离去，你让不知多少人痛苦了一辈子，你让每一个人都变得不知足，你抹去了人类应有的高尚品德，你让人类学会了不择手段。现代的社会，你太残忍了，你让所有人失去了快乐无忧的权利，你夺走了每个人自然微笑的脸孔，让他们挂上了紧绷的神情。

暂时放下一切烦恼和重任轻松的笑一下吧，一下就好。

chasing nth

2009-05-04T01:43:00.008+08:00

chasing the pavement even though it leads to nowhere.

What else could be done? This typical lifestyle is not bringing us anywhere. I could not see it, i could not see the bright future i was promised after my hardwork. Competitive world aint it? Everyone is striving for the best. What is the world becoming?

为了生存。是千千万万个让人干坏事的理由。

好一个为了生存，它让我面对了世上的真真假假，它让我醒悟，它让我尝尽了世上的酸甜苦辣，它让看到这盲于追求荣华富贵的现代社会。

有时候，我真的很想放弃，什么也不管，什么也不顾。但我也需要生存因此我不能这么做，我做不到。

happy birthday!

2009-04-28T19:18:00.004+08:00

happy birthday dear.

LOL there is no school tomorrow -cheers- Everyone's gonna mug, everyone is, including me. I am currently slacking here to take a break from my NOTES. -gahhhhh- Today had a physics lesson marathon continuos physics lessons LOL. After that everyone was like arranging the tables for the MYEs:/ omg i reminded myself of it. It was a great sight after that. Everyone 大包小包，like被炒鱿鱼like that. damn cute lor all using the BOXes that is used to put A4 paper. Funny:DDD. JOKE! missed the parade rehearsal because of physics gahhh. Its on 7 MAY, physics paper. wah great timing.

anyway i am sorry to forget that its your birthday!

OUR BIRTHDAY GIRL!

祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐,
祝你生日快乐~儿
祝你生日快乐!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGXIAN:DD hope you dont be too emotional until cry okayy? LOL!

2 MORE DAYS TO MYEs! JIAYOUS everyone!

SUCKERs

2009-04-26T14:19:00.004+08:00

I am gonna rant everything here and thats it. As many people will know, i am very pissed off with 2 suckers and actually aheming pissed off with ONE OF THEM.

I wouldnt make any unjust statements and it will indeed be an accusation with proof.
http://www.india-shopping.net/indian-musicalinstruments/Indian-musical-Instruments.htm thats where chuanxun got ALL his information. I mean i told him to do this: "hey can you research on the backgroud of musical instruments of India and national flower." WOW great job. I am not a idiot can? I dont need to know how the instruments look like nor do i need to describe the instrument. WAKE UP. ITS GPP, there is a word limit and each and every word is precious enough to be wasted on your stupid trash. Look at the webpage another WOW! indian-shopping.net. great job sucker. I mean like what the hell? WHICH SANE ONE will not know that this GPP does not need description but ideas?? MORON. then the PengChuen. I asked him to send me the info and guess what i received it at 11.30 and it was crap. totally lifting no analysis of info no nothing. Then i say okay nvm help me contact that chuan xun. "i think he sleep le" thats all i got. CHUANXUN is uncontactable. nvm then u help me edit after i finish can? he agreed. When i got it back, NOTHING was changed NOTHING. Dont tell me that the GPP i've done is so flawless T.T did you even put in any effort? I dont care if you are talking to your crush or something if you cant do it then dont, tell me you cant, i dont need sharmine to come apologising to me telling me that you were msning with her and she was sorry about it. DAMN YOU, its not even her fault and she's apologising for your sake? YOU ARE WORTH THAT? JOKE. 2 brainless suckers.

Next up, on thurs day lesson of CID, i was like: "Great this bullshit you have done, what kind of attitude is that?"
Pc- diam liao. he didnt say anything.
CX- "WHAT? I GOT DO WHAT!"
me: then why are u so uncontactable?
CX: my phone spoil what what you want me to do?
me: at least show some effort and not go missing at 9 plus right?
CX:what i got send you info what then u sms stil say thank you.
me: i received thats why i said thanks but when i saw the info where are you?
CX: but you say okay liao what so i.
me and taikee said smth like : so u "research" then can dont care liao is it?
CX- ROLL EYES.

i will have you know that i didnt sleep at all on thurs and went to school. HELLO i got NPAP training. WHATS YOUR PROB LA. You cannot dont sleep but i can is it? YOUR GPA OR MY GPA? oh well suckerT.T you are too stupid to know what i am talking about. taikee told me to tell teacher, after much persuasion to do so, i agreed and we did. the teacher went to talk to them and the they come back. roll eyes again. HE ROLLED AGAIN. OMG THAT AHEM. the teacher said: hope you all try to work together. i nodded. what else could i have done?

"so now we need to change you GPP so what you all suggest and want to do?"
CX- turned and look at the DAMN YEAR BOOK AND IGNORED.
taikee- wah piang you never do anything still like that.
CX- have lor i got do.
me: yeah funny
CX: you dont give us anything to do then keep saying we never do.

OMG LA HE GIVE ME THAT DAMN ATTITUDE AND BULLSHIT WORK HE STILL EXPECT WHAT. I was freakingg pissed off by then liao. FINE, i shall do it on my own.

The next day. "eh boonkee i think xinyi and taikee very angry with me leh" CX told boonkee.
Boonkee: of course la who ask you dont do GPP.
CX: what, i got do lor is XINYI that never do anything still say me.

-if anyone wanna know how i know, boonkee told us-

I WAS LIKE OMFG? then actually when taikee knew it she was pissed off also. then saw PC. taikee wanted to like tell him whats wrong and give him another chance before we wrote letter. HE lost his chance by lying to us that he was late for class where sharmine later told us that their recess is ending 20 mins later. great job boy, you lost your chance. i was freaking pissed off and thus me and taikee told boonkee to help us write a letter cause she has nice handwriting and was seriously all the truth cause i cant stand being in their group, this time, its final. 你做的最错的是冤枉我，我这辈子最讨厌的最是被冤枉。

seriously, CHUANXUN, you can ask taikee how many times i have pleaded her to not tell teacher that YOU TWO ASSHOLES didnt do anything. How many times i told her this concerned your GPAs, how many times i have told you all? how many times have i repeated that darn instruction of mine to lead to you not understanding what you are supposed to do?

Girl, you are plain stupid, You shouldnt have helped them, you shouldnt have. 你这么努力的帮助他们，得到的是他在你后面捅的那一刀。值得吗？当然不。You are plain stupid to actually ONCE THOUGHT that he have hope. He's hopeless, right from the beginning do you understand?

i do now.

ps. believe it or not its all the truth if you choose to believe some freaks from probably a planet further than pluto then do it T.T ( this is my first time posting "f" in my blog so you see how pissed i was?)

SYF.

2009-04-25T16:12:00.003+08:00

saw alot of peoples blog today and happen to see alot of SYF remarks and all that.
Grats to ELDDS for their outstanding performance in SYF to attain a GOLD WITH HONOURS and being the only GOLD WITH HONOURS in our school( i think) just after the teacher to teach them was changed LOL.

Those who didnt get it, great job too:D Dont be too upset okayys?

人生就是这么的身不由己，没办法了，过了就过了，向前看！大家都知道你们尽力了，没错，只要知道自己没对不起自己，你们都已经已经赢了，还赢得很漂亮。

5 MORE DAYS TO MY MYE!

NPAPo9

2009-04-21T22:22:00.008+08:00

NPAPo9! the pride, the honour, the unity!

Here i am posting about NPAPo9. come to think about it i have changed. The pride of being PART OF the GOLD UNIT. That pride, i hope to sustain through my remianing days in NPCC.

When we were sec2s i remember the day where we as cadets went to witness this event. I posted about it after i went home and that was what i wrote:

"NPDP(National Police Day Parade)RVNP achieved the overall proficiency gold award *claps*congrats RV .." --itsjustforshow.blogspot.com

that was the only sentence i wrote but i remembered this promise i made to myself : "i must wear that number one uniform! i must."

I did of course in the end and you would have seen me loooking very awkward in it. (thats besides the point) I am proud but this time a totally different feeling-- I AM PART OF THE PARADE.

i remembered the day of selection, i was dying from a terrible virus that got onto me, i was indeed dying. I didnt care about that so much though, the number one uniform, once its gone its gone forever. I was unwilling to give up and btw thanks squadmates for encouraging me. yeah our hard work paid off we all got in. We trained doubly hard, worst of all i was the worst in drill (someone had to be the last and in this case it was me). Every practise drained us, all of us.

Soon i got tired. i was tired about drilling and drilling i was tired about all the things i had to do i was tired of skipping lessons i was tired of tired. I am sure a few people knows it i wanted to give up. ENDURANCE. It had been pushing my limits especially the day before. Demoralised time after time. I had seriously difficulty trying to flick up the rifle and get a grip on it cause the gloves were too slippery even to the day before the parade. UPSET perhaps, disappointment. I was afraid of that. The day of parade, i was determined to give it my all. I did it. Thats all i need to know-- i tried my best. "Good Job!" thats all i need to hear. Its enough, its all worth it. Squadmates thanks for your support.

P.S btw, because of this parade, i was touched by hancong's motivation. Thanks for being so determined about being in the parade, everyone saw your effort. Thanks for enduring even though you know you may just faint anytime. You held on. Thanks for doing RVNP proud. Thanks for letting me know that my judgement was right. (at least when i said i believe you can do it, you did it!) You have proved your worth:D i am proud to be your squadmate.

life is so so fun!

2009-03-31T22:56:00.005+08:00

HELLO! ♥ i am here to post about a story:DDDD Its just pics so enjoy:D

this is how the story goes..

desmond and william trying to MURDER someone~

look at his face!!!!

here's the damsel in distress! my laomazii!

them after committing the crime..

my laomazi is cryingg! (naw la i am joking )

oh ya i made a very interesting discovery also, look!

GUESS WHO DREW THIS?? (hancong)

♥

2009-03-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

hai:/ still chionging my homework LOL! taking time out to blog cause i find my face too ahems so yeah trying to cover it off without deleting the pic XDXD haha okay i go do homework liao BYEBYE!

♥

100th POSTXD

2009-03-24T22:11:00.007+08:00

look at this retard! LOL!
okayy thats me:/ like i said it would be a special post since it was my hundredth!
HERE! my 100th post! this is the first blog that i managed to hit 100 posts so cheers~~

In this post, i will not bitch about anyone or i will not talk about my life (ps i know it rocks dont be jealous). Instead, i will be doing some reflections on what i did over the yearss! gahhhh i am sure everyone is like okay, i shall not read this post LOL! (actually i am talking to myself no one reads my blog anw):/ awwww againn, it is my blog.

"Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value."
--- Albert Einstein
I am sure to agree and that happened in my life too. Winning isnt everything, the true champion is one who made the mistake and learn from it. Winning through despicable means will not make one happy, will it? I am sure that though there are people who are sure to be unscrupulous when wanting to get something, these people will definitely not feel good. Therefore, one should look forward in cultivating a good character instead of thinking of scheming plans to destroy others to get what was desired.

"To follow, without halt, one aim: There's the secret of success."
---Anna Pavlova
Sure thing isnt it? Life is just like that, it is always the sheer determination of one that enabled them to push themselves forward and exceed their own limit. With a aim in mind, stay focused on getting it and BINGO, you got it. Thats probably why i didnt succeed. i couldnt persevere thats a sad thing and therefore i am reflecting about it now.

okayy that shall be it:D
(ps,i am trying to forgive and forget and let me tell you, there is a limit to my temper so you better be smarter and leave me alone)

Seen my post, seen my reflections. I have been thinking that i have been very bad tempered. awww sorry if i pissed anyone off this year or last or last last. try to forgive me okay? My grades are suffering and i should BUCK UP! JIAYOUS ALL (i know sec3 is frigging stressful).

In very singaporean way for saying: "Aiya dont worry liao lar, sure can de. worry no use also what so just work harder lor."

It was never fair.

2009-03-17T18:28:00.004+08:00

Life will never be like a game of tic tac toe,

it is either you win or lose.

My march holidays simply suckkk. It has been really long since i posted so here, a post just to make my blog look livelier. Here goes, ITC wow! Great, i couldnt go thanks my dear fever and my stupid throat. how sacarstic can i get? okay there was this incident that was bothering me alot so here i am venting it all out before that depression bug get onto me.

Spent my whole life in front of the computer stoning at my audition. What a waste of time. Wake up girl, that game is killing you. Yeah thats right, i am becoming more and more retarded. I trusted people too much. I learnt my lesson. Another attempt to trust and say how i felt -- a failure.

"You wan to spill spill all dun spill bit by bit then i have to take to trouble of cleaning up so many times." --msn

"so what you said was true?"-- msn

"both sounded so real" -- sms

Doesn't it sound like i have been bothering you and i shouldn't have? Doesn't it sound like you are suspecting what i said? Hello? i dont need anyone to clear up what i spilled. Even if i needed you wouldn't be the person i need? Aren't you happy that i said that? Good job for suspecting and that means you do not know me well enough. It is okay cause i shall spare you for your ignorance and for being such a naive child T.T ohhhh. Before i forgot, thanks for letting me know what a IMPERFECT story teller i am that makes you suspect what i said. Thanks for making me see how you judged me.
P.S i will brush up on that DAMN skill. what a loser.

Perhaps people reading this (i doubt people even read but who cares) think that i dwelled too much into it but that was indeed what i felt. You can call me a sensitive or OVER-sensitive if you want it doesn't bother me already after being RECOGNISED as a STORY-TELLER. what a nice thing to be? I am freaking upset about it so please dont rant at me because of this post.

----99th post. my hundredth will be something special I hope.

FAHRENHEIT!

2009-03-01T23:43:00.003+08:00

tell you alrd i am CRAZYYYY. omg all of the sudden. all because of this song. JIRO and AARON. tomorrow is BICULTURE TEST! jiayous everyone. It is 11.45 now and i havent started studying..

FAHRENHEIT!

2009-03-01T00:47:00.008+08:00

FAHRENHEIT!
omg something is wrong with me. i didnt use to like them in fact i dislike. i am gonna get killed for saying that. BUT THATS LAST TIME>.hmmmmm, to all i flunkkk my physics (i got the spelling right) LOL. i wasnt exactly upset about it, it wasnt really we people's fault and furthermore, it is just a CA. and my maths, 21/40. HAHA! great job:D cheers for all those who got A1 for physics and maths! A pat on the shoulder : a job well done! those who failed like me, kan4 kai1 dian3. it is okayy to fail sometimes. i dont know to laugh or cry at my positive-ness.

I realised something, medical certificates are useless.

2009-02-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

i learnt something new: MEDICAL CERTIFICATES ARE JUST TRASH PAPERS THAT COST MONEY BUT WITH NO USE. At least,my teacher made me feel that way.
okay i am telling everyone out there this. my leg is broken! omigosh. after yesterday's 2.8km run and because i have a MC and the teacher heck care it, my leg is broken T.T it seriously hurts and i think i am going to visit the docs again. WTH. I was really pissed off okay? the teacher asked us to warm up one round then start on the running of steps thing. i was telling that my knee was injured and i couldnt do the steps. and oh great, 2.4km was what i have to do. i mean my MC is until 1st of march and my teacher asked me to run 2.8 at my own pace. hello? even when i walk it hurts. much less talk about run. was like feeling damn bu-shuang cause i felt damn wei3 qu1. About 2 weeks ago or so, i told my teacher that my knee is injured and i couldnt run. but my teacher insisted in me running cause i dont have a MC. That resulted in the worsening of my condition such that i couldnt take the pain and had to go home without going for CCA just to visit the docs. NOW THAT I HAVE A MC, I WAS STILL MADE TO RUN? the main point was that i was recovering well with all the physio and stuffs and all my efforts were wasted. the pain was back againT.T i mean after i seen the docs and ate like 2 months of medication it was recovering at least it doesnt hurt that much. AND because of this, my leg is hurting like crazy and i couldnt walk well now. WTH. i mean when i am like saying this i felt like crying cause it feels like that i was mistreated? I wasnt ponning or anything. it was just some poor girl who injured her poor knee and just wanted a speedy recovery cause she is experiencing loads of difficulties due to her injured knee such as physics experiments, about kneeling down and look at the reflection and so on? FURTHER MORE ITS WITH A MC! i repeat with a MEDICAL CERTIFICATE just in case you dont know. third point, economic crisis and medicine is expensive. I SPENT NEARLY 200 BUCKS on my KNEE BECAUSE OF INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE like ahem. and ALL MY HARDWORK. its worth alot ok? (ignore the previous sentence its just crap).

**** *** I HATE YOU!

flung them again.

2009-02-22T21:23:00.003+08:00

happiness blown away with the bubbles.

Terrible. i flung my lang arts. i flung my physics. i flung my chemistry. i flung my chinese. the last lap, the 2nd last test - maths. i better not fail cause i am gonna fail my biculture test. OMG. OMG. OMG. can someone please stab me with a knife and follow me to hell? there is like so much stuffs to do. Terrible? is that even the word to describe what i am going through now? perhaps the right word should be suck. awwww. thats a bad word. i am heck-care-ing all the things and sleep all i want this weekend. i didnt even study. cant bother alrd. perhaps i just deserve it? whateverr:/

another boring dayy!

2009-02-15T18:59:00.007+08:00

i am still sitting there, waiting.

fine sunday morning. went to docs today cause of my knees and had 2 weeks of MC. argh. bad luck. people, i didnt fall down so yeah this is just to clarify cause i was like telling laogong that i went see docs and laogong thought i fell again. LOL. i have a whole truck full of undone work and here i am typing this. omigosh! okay all the tests. arghs. BAD THING isnt it? homework! wow i love that word. so-so-loved! ok gotta get back to work.

valetines day is just over! peeps dont stuff yourselves with the candies and chocs recieved on valetines kay? stay prettyyyyy!

happy v' day!

2009-02-14T20:45:00.001+08:00

so today, downpour of love.

happy valentines to ALL! this year, my valentines day is crap. early in the morning i have to go to school for the debate thing. er, i am not the one going for the competitions. heng. dots then there is this miscommunication with peh oon and there, after school solo out to westmall. then had tuition. after tuition, we decided on not going taikee's house. all the plans, they all went wrong. SCREWED! i am determined to pon anything that falls on valentines next year. I WANNA GO OUT:/ thats all, getting back to work with the 6 TESTS next week - 2 chem, 1 physics, chinese, lang arts, maths. gambatae all!
thanks all for your chocs:D thanks baobei for your flower♥

so, excuse me, you are not the one having homework and tests only so stop acting that you are damn freaking BUSY, cause compared to me you are not. so stop complaining just cause you are in trip sci class T.T let me tell you, its no big deal!

worn out

2009-02-03T00:37:00.004+08:00

worn out, chill out.

HELLOD: happy belated birthday to everyone:D life is getting better huh? why so philosophical? i have been like talking about my life for the past few posts and i am getting tired of it. LOL. tomorrow's CCA, CampCraft and CivilDefence. today to be exact. awwww i am dreading it. Not because it is CC or CD it is cause i wanna go home early. dots. oh yeah. sorry peoples! i couldnt get all of you your birthday pressies as i am very very very busy. i bet all of you guessed why already. hope you all could understand. i didnt even buy any for my bro and i am feeling guilty. oh come on, i will make up to it. i just nearly finished by langarts remedial ws other than the summary which i doubt i am gonna to do:/ its killing me. one homework, THAT is enough to kill me. got to go school early later to finish up the advert so tatas. i am gonna sleep:/ brb... LOL

life is oh-so-great.

2009-02-01T16:01:00.004+08:00

i am waiting, still waiting.

OMG. life's great isnt it? ohhhhh- whateverrr:/ sir says our drill is not good. i dont deny that fact. seriously, i think not good is not the right word for it. it should be bad. good is too positive a word. sorry if i offended anyone though but that was what i think. oh please, i think everyone is agree-ing with i said at least the majority. i am sorry squadmates. i know some are seriously trying their best but i know there are people who arent. reason being: i am smart :/ and i am one of those who arent doing my best. sorry again. i was super sian diao to speak the truth and i am seriously tired. i hated myself for that so stop blaming me cause i may just give up, give up everything that belongs to me, giving up hoping. Hoping for the very best, hoping that one day, i will just get used to all of this. oh god, i am whinning. look at the positive side, i always tell myself that but hello? That is the thing that is supporting me for the past three weeks. being seriously changed person, from an outdoorsy to someone indoorsy?? is that even such a word? imagine me dozing off in class. OMG la. i seriously hate dozing off but i cant help it. sorry teachers. okay i am gonna do my homework now. bbD:

i am busy; who isnt?

2009-01-29T22:04:00.005+08:00

free me from these;

okayy, i screwed up my maths SURPRISE test today. i think its not the time problem. the problem lies with my damn brain. i am understanding slower and slower i have like no idea why. i dont even remember the basic distance formulaT.T i should bruush up on it perhaps revise but how? i dont even have the time to breathe. and today, i was damn siah suay. i fell asleep in AEM! omg. 1st time i tio caught. heng the teacher was nice enough not to punish me:D history ROCKS!

then waited for pc at bus stop. missed 2 buses cause of him. thanks alot hor. but still not bad at least got people pei me on bus and to prevent me from sleeping. i dont wanna risk oversleeping[:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAN BABIES IN 3B! we had a mango cake bought by sharmine(: sobs la. i cant eat mango cause i coughing Zzz.
-

i am seriously if i am too rash in doing things. there are simply to much things that i want to do. currently having AEM[history(major world events)]. This was what i wanted la. Not that bad la. i admit sometimes i wanna fall asleep but its not the subject's fault. i am just too tired. Also, NPAP. i wanted that to wear that number1(: i want to improve my drill. i want to represent my CCA. so there would be the hiong training:/. Then is the debate thing. i liked debate(only certain topics). i have to work very hard though. my chinese knowledge is the worst there and i simply just suck at voicing my opinions. thank god i am a singaporean? give me a chance of being inportant:D. there goes my sleep, there goes my saturdays. actually its just a few hours so yeah not THAT bad:D many things are coming soon. bicultural symposium. OMG. i think i am missing it too and my march hols are SHORT! awwwww.

okay i shall go do my homework now. OMG my eyebags. i cant stand them.

stressed:/

2009-01-27T12:06:00.004+08:00

my heart is empty.

LOL. HAPPY NEW YEAR! like omg i am doing my damn homework. hmmm left with lang arts, physics, chinese and ~~biculture~~. almost everything OMG? i am seriously hating THIS chinese new year. have been thinking about when i should finish my homework even when i was at relative's house. this feeling seriously suck, trust me it does. nothing feels as bad as homework:/ i am wondering. am i regretting my oh-so-major decision made?? wondering why i am freaking stressing myself up. i wonder why..
anyway i heard this song, ben xiao jie bu ai :D its one of my blog song now.
and here are the lyrics:D

失恋后的第一天我并不想太乖
决定打个电话找姐妹们出来
穿上以前你不准我穿的性感style
俏丽短裙加高跟鞋搭配细肩带
像这样女孩的约会是种狂欢
逛街shopping时没人用臭脸对待
不懂得冰泣淋和蛋糕幸福口感
所有商店招牌都笑得好可爱
没有爱多自由自在就算你再来
本小姐不爱 I'm pretty babe 不是你的babe
I'm sexy babe 不是你的babe
没有爱多自由自在
想给关怀
但本小姐不爱
I'm pretty babe 不是你的babe
I'm sexy babe 不是你的babe
其实心情慢慢自然就变得愉快
不再被制约不会乱想胡思乱猜
请各位无聊男士不要再靠过来
真的没事就去孤儿院陪陪小孩
喔
拜託
现在都已经什麼年代
还希望有人抱大腿求他别离开
柜子裡漂亮衣服不是取悦他才买
没发现生活乐趣都是我们主宰
没有爱多自由自在就算你再来
本小姐不爱
I'm pretty babe 不是你的babe
I'm sexy babe 不是你的babe 没有爱多自由自在
想给关怀
但本小姐不爱
I'm pretty babe 不是你的babe
I'm sexy babe 不是你的babe
我会大方地说声海
青春宝贵
也该say goodbye 现在sorry 已经太晚
答案简单
本小姐不爱
没有爱多自由自在
就算你再来
本小姐不爱
I'm pretty babe 不是你的babe
I'm sexy babe 不是你的babe
没有爱多自由自在想给关怀
但本小姐不爱
I'm pretty babe 不是你的babe
I'm sexy babe 不是你的babe

my heart is no longer an empty one.

life's hard

2009-01-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

i believe in stars

okay i have no idea why but vampire-zombie, I LOVE YOUR WORKS! okay you people there looking at my blog i am tellling you that life's hard. I AM VERY BUSY. because of the ever-piling homework, the almost impossible to finish texts and compos to write. OMG! okay i think we are even hiong-er then trip sci peeps so people taking trip sci and bi cul, GOOD LUCK! rofl. it has been loing since i updated as my sleeping time is getting earlier and earlier, as early as 8.30 pm mind you. i have broke my sec 2 records. 1st, not sleeping for the whole day and going to school JUST TO FINISH HOMEWORK! and sleeping as early as 8.30pm. i broke many of my records and i may just break another one-- die while doing homework. it has been only 2 weeks and here i am rattling how fed up i am with school work. LIKE OMG? new year, i have like so many subjects and i have to do 2 bao zhang bao dao, 2 journal entries(cause i couldnt finish the 1st one) and some other damn homework. MIGHT AS WELL NOT GO BAI NIAN LIAO! soooo many homework. okay now i have to go to finish my physics and math and chinese homework. NEW YEAR LEH. cant even take a break. i think i completed at least 20 homeworks in just short 2 weeks. and i am having a really BIG ANG PAO from my teachers. thanks alot =.=!

biculture! stress

2009-01-14T23:37:00.007+08:00

i fell in love with an alien.

life is hard. 独特的class goals，独特的理想，独特的expectations,全就因为我们是3B班的学生。This one week of guai-ness is killing me. seriously, with that piled up homework, with that oh-so fascinating physics that i dont seem to understand and that pathetic fear of being last in class (i probably will be). oh damn:/ anyway i think that the biculture lessons are way better than the normal subjects. at least we can watch films and discuss about topics regarding china. DISCUSSIONS! i love them:D ♥ tadadada. there is the talk about deng xiao ping and i am going:D okay perhaps it might be damn boring but i still wanna go. i am a singaporean:D kiasu spirit, i must 发扬光大. i need some sports to relieve stress or i would probably bang my head on the wall soon:/

&&&&I am yearning for a window shopping!

Zzz. replying tags on blog posts are too troublesome-.-

wow. hot.

2008-12-29T16:09:00.006+08:00

the last minute, the night falls.

went out to pia homework with oonhim. chinese;/ intended not to do it but anyway i did it. we took the train to city hall then walked to the national library! thanks mummy for the directions(: went to tan kah kee and lee kong chian's exhibition. it was a wow. seriously dead quiet. LOL. then went to B1 and borrowed library books. LOL. i borrowed 8 and nearly died carrying them. buay ta han.z went macs and bought some oh-so-tempting fries and drink and brainstormed about where to go for our historical site. decided on victoria's theater. we went on the torturous route towards the victoria theater under the scorching hot sun. its really hot. trust me. u can cook an egg thereT.T. upon reaching that desitnation. only to find it closed T.T went to the arts house nearby and took pics. somemore in the toilet.. then snap snap snap and went back to the victoria theater and met PC there LOL. took some pics and started walking back. we went to sit a bus after buying slurpee cause oonhim didnt wanna walk any further. awww:/ dragged my heavy feet home..

sorry PC i forgot your birthday]: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
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i am in class 3B. cheers. with people i know:D haha. look forward to it, yea. to us, being classmates but about the lessons, i am not looking forward to it. LOL.

-random pic- taken in toilet (DELETEd CAUSE OF REQUEST:D)

tag replys:

"oonhim": lolololol. sent liao:D thank you lor.

"xiuhan": you too:D

DRILL PROMOS}:

2008-12-23T19:41:00.001+08:00

-edited- BANG!

praying hard it didnt rain. the 60% chance of it raining wasnt true at all. phew. we had drill and okay it drained me totally. from 8 to 5 pm supposedly but we ended at 5.30 like that. lawls. 9 and half hours!! include lunch time:D my knees were aching so were my arms. especially that patheticaly HOT weather. its burning my toes. lucky thing is our promo wasnt swapped cause there was rain but not so much and the main thing i didnt study for it. the weather belongs to the 40% chance of weather forecast. no thunderstorm. i learnt alot though. about the certain things we have to and should not do. clearer idea. also the MOI thingy i hope i will pass my drill cause i was like making damn lot of mistakes right at the beginning and i am worried. then after promos we were so so happy! but. we were made to stand under the hot sun cause NCOs didnt ask permission to move us during the MOI for them. perhaps, they didnt know. it wasnt their fault. but, we learnt about it. BANG BANG! we can do it de. all pass promos okay?? jiayous!when going home that time, me and oonhim started camwhore-ing. LOL. we made really stupid faces;/ because of her la. naw la naw la. joking nia. okay i am posting it.
before that: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY JOVI! i am sorry i forgot about it LOL. too busy about promos. sorry DADDY. now i am posting a song for y0u BIG BIG okay?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVI DADDY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

-now the camwhore starts-

tell me, tell me who is the glammest of us all. LOL.

say cheeeeze.

-smiles-

who's smile most kawaii?? i look stupid;C

compare! who's eyes bigger?

who's number bigger? ME! i got 3!

-i dont know what to say-

eeyer. i gone!LOL.

who's mouth bigger??

who's victory sign cuter?

p.s oonhim you wanna comment or remove or censor the photos tag me lor. heeehee.

tag replys:

♠pc: who says so?

♠huiwen: relinkked!

♠bl4ck4ng3l: lol. i do before le leh.

♠huiwen: hi again. rofl.

♠oonhim: lol. i liked it too:D the pics underwater ar?? veyr kawaii hor? LOL.

♠bl4ck4ng3l:what again? dont wan la i lazyyy;X. anyway you mean that hui hui incident? naw la you think i not embarrassed enough? LOL:/

♥jiayoussquad

CCA CHALET!

2008-12-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

lolololololol. back from chalet! its really FUN! okay 1st day me, chinghun and oonoon went to GIANT and buy things LOL. and we invented the suakuras! ME: suaky sotong:D , chinggy: suaku gu LOL!, oonhim: suaku smth LOL i forget liaoXD anw we were supposed to be there by 3.30 i think and we were really really LATE! arghs. we tried our best liao. we chionged:D reach there and alas! saw our SQUADMATES and ex-nco khinyin. him and only him! okay. sorry squadmates i didnt really BBQ cause i wanted to watch my show LOL! with alicia crazy over jia sile. -grins- then at about 8 plus wenting, jingxian, me, pris,tianli and vannessa CHIONGED to KBOX. hah. its my 1st time. i have given it to my squadmates rofl. this sounds wrong. anyway the person told us that we could only sing until 11 plus unless the person didnt come. and we were well wishing him or her would fall down or smth. or maybe, it was just me:D we sang until 1 plus before the billing came. got really crazy ok? after that we went back to chalet and "sleep". its morning alrd. talking to juniors and all that(: then go makan breakfast and went escape. WOW! thanks loads for the not-working rainbow and inverter! i dont dare sit and because they knew i was going, escape closed that two:D its really cool! haha with SQUADMATES! in conclusion, this chalet taught me that i must cherish the every moments with squadmates as without them.there wont be so much laughters, so much tears. this may sound wrong when it comes from me but i mean it. squadmates you all shall watch me, watch me grow up.

♥ilovethem,mysquad

SSS

2008-12-15T09:55:00.005+08:00

lol. went to singapore sports school (sss) today for some sort of excursion;X. it was a pity again. only 10 people came. its suppose to be a class gathering yea? ): okay went out to meet oonhim 1st. i forgot my tie so thanks ah ma for bringing it to me:D but we were late. i broke my records. 1st time.aww. then yunfei, guna nan and lingeng at jp. then went to woodlands after breakfast at macs. LOL. met sir. we walked a hell lot before we reach that place. it was a wow. eye-opener. bowling alleys, indoor tracks, competition pools, table tennis rooms etc. WOW! we went for a movie marathon featuring only ONE movie. some more a freaky one. THE EXPERIMENT. then we went into the pool? LOL. most with class tee. i wore jovi's tee though;x thanks daddy:D the reason was cause i forgot to bring mine. rofl. had underwater photos taken. it was so so so very unglam. wan be glam also cant la i dunno how swim. then went home with oonhim with our shorts feeling freaking wet;x lolololololol. thats all folks:D going to chalet tomorrow. dont miss me yea? LOL.

some pics:D

approx. 29.41176471% of 2i~!

the considered GLAM in pool!

another one!

and another! did you see? its 1.6m ok~

after the "swim"

after the swim we finally look normal again!
~END~

from now on my tags are replied in my posts:D

♥VALENCIA:lol. thanks? haha:D
♥LAITENG:yea those we bought with jeans(:
♥bl4ck4ng3l: again, your name is hard to typeXD yea i think i arent gonna have jonas brothers song LOL. sobs.. thanks for tagging anw:D
♥looloo peesee cx: thanks you three for that huh? thank you verrrriiii much. LOL.
♥ELFIN:okayy:D
♥ROSEMUND:okay:)

wedding:D

2008-12-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

okay it has been long since i last updated. 每个女人最漂亮的一天就是结婚那天。 i agree. today's ms yang wedding:D she is damn chio okay? miss ek and mr chua went too:D our class people went but it was sort of saddening that most couldnt make it as they were either overseas or busy): but seriously people who didnt go you missed a hell lot. anw yea i met yunfei and albert and shouzan at bukit batok mrt station. ps i was late:x then we went and waited for guan nan and lingeng at city hall mrt. instead saw my daddy. jovi you are quite shuai that day[: also met eelin they all la. then went waited for very long before the ceremony start. but it was really sweet. then went to have the lunch provided. the food was okay:D fill-ing! then after phototaking went to walk walk. thats all. its just a very quick post so yea tatas. i may update the photos if i manage to get:D

CONGRATULATIONS TO MR AND MRS YAP!

Quiz!

2008-11-25T18:59:00.003+08:00

okay i am bored at home NOW! i saw this quiz on peiqin's blog so decided to do it wahaha. i koped it:D

1.what disappoints you the most?
being betrayed by my frens

2.where will you go if someone sponsers you a tour ticket?
i wont go anywhere. i wont even accept it.

3.what is the most romantic thing that you would like to do with the one you love?
spend valentine's day together(:

4.do you think money can buy happiness?
obviously not right?

5.if you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
i hope that everyone around me will live happily and heathily:D

6.Do you believe you can survive without money?
NO. however, when there's a will, there's a way. i believe i can do it.

7.what are you afraid to lose the most?
Kinship and friendship.

8.if you win $1 million, what would you do?
Treat everyone that i know a big beal and save the rest(:

9.what do you dream of doing in the future?
Marrying a rich guy and not do anything. haha jk. i have no idea perhaps things that gotta do with economics.

10.list out three good point of the person who tagged you.
-NIL-

11.what makes you happy?
a simple greeting like a "get well soon" when i am sick and a "happy birthday" on my birthday!

12.what type of person do you hate the most?
Backstabbers>.<

13.what do you see yourself 10 years down the roads?
Growing older.

14.if you could have a super power what would it be?
Being able to heal the ozone layer. the heat's killing me.

15.what do you tink is the most important thing in your life?
Friends and family.

16.any childhood memories you would like to re-live?
i am still a child now T.T . but yea i would like to go back to primary school. so innocent, so pure.

17.if you have a chance to change your life now, what would it be?
i like my life now and i dont see a need to change. anw if possible i just wanna be richer:D

18.which cartoon character do you like the most?
none. i dont watch cartoons.

19.are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
Yeah.

20.list out one thing you felt when you saw that person who tagged.
-NIL-

interview!!!

2008-11-24T18:11:00.001+08:00

its finally over...

OKAY! finally my interview is over. i think i screwed it up awwww. Its all cause of my results. I was so freaking tensed in the intrview room. i dont thing i will get that scholarship. "Do you know that it is very difficult to convince people to give you that scholarship when they see this kind of results?" its damn hurting.. okay but i know its true. i mean who would give someone whose results totally suck a scholarship? Even i cant be convinced. anw it over. so what for cry over split milk? My mum must have guessed i was upset so brought me to JP to watch a movie, Beverly Hills Chihuahua. It was okay la. Anw i bought my 1st pepper plus tee and my 1st PMK tee. so so so loved!! the sad thing is, my mum asked me to wear it only during the new year!!! yea thats all. tatas.

♥ireallyhopedicouldbefreed

sometimes, you are only fated to meet once.

2008-11-20T16:13:00.004+08:00

smile! you are on a candy camera!

okay peeps. MY EYES RECOVERED! cheers. yea this post is about yesterday's mind quest. its was fun okay? Thanks mr mak for making me the group leader? like who ever heard of me being a leader>.<>GENIUSes in fact. ranging from schools like nanyang and raffles! hmmm people i can remember: qianying(: , joy(:, shannon(:, hui hui, bee gim(:, daniel? kun yang? Randy/rendy? sorry people i dont really know how spell your name as we have only known each other for 12 hrs. LOL. YUP! okay. NICE bunch of people. its great knowing all of you. loads of fun okay? JUST MIND QUEST! *free advertising* yea i learnt something: the achievement is more important than the process!! yea we had really fun games and the most memorable one was SCAMPER. all the loads of craps are coming out. I didnt know i could crap like that! yeayea. ANW we got second! YAY! proud we are the oldest bunch of people(:. just short of little enthu-ness((:
tatas.

&iamstressed

it happened.

2008-11-18T22:45:00.004+08:00

make a wish, make sure it comes true

erms, it was a heartache okay? TO THINK I MISSED TODAY'S ACT! okay i must say it wasnt really my fault cause i had an eye infection and my mum and the doc say i couldnt go school! I am like regretting it like crazy? i should have taken care of my eyes. now, sort of banned of contacts as my mum scared it might occur again! like it would T.T. i read oonhim's post about today's act like OMG? ex-NCOs and sir ERIC. CIs talked to our squad. Its a pity i didnt go, i could have been motivated! i am like missing all the fun things like pt-ing (i know my standard not that good), CD-ing and forfeiting together with squadmates. okay u noe i am sorry and how pathetic i am? sorry my beloved squadmates... its torturous!!! WORSE WORSE WORSE! ex-NCOs talked to us. You could have known how much i missed them? okay this feeling totally suck. *nods* i am sure squadmates enjoyed it though. thats good. !#@&^#&! this kind of things always happen when i wasnt around LIKE WTH? okay i am appealing here can someone let me in with the details of what happened today? anw for the next few acts i would be there. definitely. i promise you on that.
jiayous all okay?

anw I GOT INTO THE COMBINATION I WANTED!!
CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, CONTEMPRARY CHINESE AND AEM (most probably translation)

♥21-candieso8isloved

CHALET:D

2008-11-17T17:03:00.009+08:00

the key to satisfaction

woooooooohooooooo! okayy. i am starting to blog again! *cheers* sorry to those people that i promised i would blog cause i have been very very very busy due to my personal statement:D. Its done now by the way:D i would be posting about my chalet so, this post would be rather entertaining(: WOW! i took oonhim's car to JE to meet the rest:D thanks mr peh:D Then we went on the train ride. LIKE LOL! we are damn noisy please cause of shouzan(: naw la naw la. We took a bus from the Pasir Ris interchange and we sortta overboard? we walked all the way back! It was damn wet la please and i NEARLY SLIPPED and FELL. thanks oonhim for saving me again:D We went there and watched some really dramatic shows. lofi. Then had BBQ. i bought instant noodles instead(: oh ya. thanks guan nan for helping me put water and taking it back to chalet cause i am accident prone and didnt wanna lose my cup of noodles. LOL. okay then at night. some of us couldnt sleep so went outside to talk and meditate? soon many joined so we went to talk at MACS. Then we were kaobei-ed by some 老处女 saying that we were very noisy and shou zan coughed loudly and said: "对不起的艾滋病的人是这样的." i was so damn scared a gang fight was about to occur. It didnt of course:D we are nice people((: Then we went back to sleep any longer the battle might just begin. Next day! we went to eat breakfast then superdog then we went cycling? Its raining yea? Okay the floor is just WET but rained stopped. we were having a great deal of fun. LOL. for someone who just learned cycling, i am quite pro alrd;x. but i was damn suay. first i nearly rammed into a tree cause i was avoiding pc's overtake:D thanks pc! then i nearly crashed into chuanxun thanks to his sudden break! thanks too! THEN THEN THEN taikee's bike rammed into mine. WE BOTH FELL. OMG? i was sort of stuck between 2 bikes LOL. It hurts okay? but it was just for awhile then brave brave me picked myself up after they help me remove the bike and helped taikee up:D thanks for those who saved ME:P. then i sortta had enough then i wanted to go back. We rented the bikes for 2 hr but we only rode for 1hr and 5 mins. we returned them anw. MY LEG HURTS LIKE CRAZY. it was terrible walking back): reached chalet filthy and smelly with the mud. LOL. i CSI so went to bathe LIKE omg it hurts. LOL. anw thanks to oonhim again for lend me the cream. while applying i realised where the pain came from: the bloody three cuts on my ugly-enough leg( to think i didnt notice it after falling!) awwwwww. okayokay thats about it. we had BBQ again! then we went to emo talk.. wasnt as emo as sec1 that time but anw yea. then had an early night. LOL>.< color="#ff6600"> I SLIPPED AND FELL>.< color="#ff0000"> dun wan to disgrace myself LOL sheeesh dont tell people if you see ok?) then went to take neos. then arcade then went back chalet and intended to go cycle at east coast park. then boon kee came. went to find her to get jovina's money but boonkee lost her wallet! poor thing:x be more careful next time okay? then went to seat bus 15 thanks to the bubbletea shop auntie LOL. it was like damn long and we haven reach THEN that smart bus uncle tell us to take bus 401 and we alighted. ONLY to realise ltr that this bus doesnt operate on WEEKDAYS! LIKE OMG? then we toook 15 back. it was raining like crazy? okay la then we went burgerking, me and oonhim bought APPLE PIE. i will not eat it again in public until i learn how to eat it with glam-ness. okay its damn unglam? most unglam eating time for me? 1st timer cant be blamed okay? sheeshed again. keep quiet about it. LOL. then went home on train. KIANLIN's convo damn funny LOL. okay then reached home. this, oonhim say thanks i pei you:PP

yea yea yea and now for some pathetically random and unglam photos koped from huiwen and oonhim's blog:D CREDITTED:PP

!!!SIR!!!

the gay clique!

random and OMG!

how did i appear there? OMG

can you resist them??

EVER SO BONDED CANDIES!♥

zi-lian people!(exclude me:D)

poor thing there hor? tortured.

soooooooooo kowaiiii!!

okay fine i am not photogenic..

tadadaddaa. i was nearly killed after koping only these.LOL:/

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO:

JIAYING bestie!♥
JEAN!(:
HILDA!

♥ilovechalet!

UNIT TREK:D

2008-11-08T20:24:00.004+08:00

smile, the rain had stopped.

today had unit trek:D. first had to fall in at the track under the hot sun. felicia told me her left ear is turning black! LOL. then we were allocated into our groups. i was with kuanyuan, pris and eelin(she din go) and some jnrs:D. we started trekking with grp one:D halfway while trekking it rained. i shared the poncho with pris cause i lazy use mine:P but then i lent it to one of my grpmate. it was hard sia. SHE is DAMN tall and my arms are aching like hell from holding the poncho. in the end we were quite irritated and then decided to do without the poncho:D drenched but fun! at the final destination before the mrt station, we were suppose to find people to take pic with us. a virgin, a couple and a cleaner. LOL. while looking for the couple i ran. AND i fall. OUCH! my ass hurts. zzz then ending that time they asked us to drink up all our water. i brought my 1.5l and i din even drink a little and i had to drink 1.5l at one go. by the time i finished 1l i was half dead and i gave up. it isnt worth losing your life due to excessive consumption of water as it bursts your cells due to diffusion and osmosis right? i am beginning to be very science lolololololol.

After act, we ate at the CHICKEN RICE SHOP. haha. everytime eat. It was nice haha. i ate until i felt very full and sick. it wasnt because of the food but i think cause of the water i felt nauseous then pris say i pregnant liao.. YEA. with oonhim's;D then went home with oonhim cause we dun really have the mood to walk walk. tata.

♥ilovetoday'strek:itsfun:D

DEDICATIONS!

2008-11-07T20:56:00.011+08:00

Memories, they will not just pop and disappear like bubbles.

We still have our chalet, we still do. perhaps that would we be the last thing we would be going through together, as a class. We are probably the class in the whole of year two with the best style. We can say to be infamous in the school however thats what bond us together, stand together, fall together. thats what made us SPECIAL too. 2{i-candies}!♥, 34 unique individuals bonded together,THATS US. i'm sure gonna miss all the crazy peeps and the laughters and sorrows we experienced together. so, i decided to write a dedication for each and every one of the candies.

DEDICATIONS♥
(index number)

#o2Cheah jing- 老二 and honeymei! You might not know that but you
give really cute presents:D i really appreciate you as a friend. You are ever so
caring and nice and helping me whenever i need help:D thannks alot for all the
care and concern you have given me! Friends forever.

#o3Yunfei- 老大! Under our great leadership, our clan population
had increase over the times. I love the times when we rule (crap) together and
never was the times not fillled with fun and laughter. i am really gonna miss
your crappy nature and the interesting character you have. Though we chose
different combi, i really hope to sustain this friendship and carry on the clan
we have with regular meet ups or something. love ya loads♥

#o4Eva- I am never gonna forget your liveliness and
lightheartedness other then your chio-ness. i hope you would not forget me as
well cause i am really gonna miss it. Its really great knowing you. friends
forever!

#o5Meihui- Made perfectly to be a treasurer:D Its so fun being a
treasurer with you. Even though i wasnt really very close with you, you are a
great friend as well as a classmate. I will miss you and i hope you would miss
me too:D FF!

#o6Jane- I wasnt exactly close to you until i sat with you yea?
You are a great tablemate and ever so willing to help me when i needed help:D
You have been a great chairperson and applauses for that. Though its confirmed
that we wouldnt be in the same class, its really nice to have met you and have
sat with you. You may not know but you are sort of a motivation for me(: i will
really miss you and the little pockets of conversation we have. FF!

#o7Jovina- The ever so blur queen with the VISA of my clan. A blur like sotong person just like me and have quite alot of things in common especially our habits( ahem you noe what i mean?). Recently being rather close with you, I think your ai4mei3 virus can spread. You spreaded it to me. I will remember your continuos combing of your fringe almost everytime i see you and i am gonna miss it. You have been a really good friend. we will remember each other until 永远的第二天 ok?

#o8Tszkiu- Your extreme enthu-ness makes you so unique compared
to the others. i will definitely miss your singing of the school song and
national anthem. your forgiving nature makes you a perfect friend. i am gna miss
you loads. FF!

#o9Jingxian- BANG! perfect squadmate as a pt freak:D I like your
punctuality and this make us very common as we both dislike people who werent
punctual! Your extremity in your emotions makes me wanna laugh sometimes
especially when you are happy. You seem to have the power to decide my mood huh? stay happy always! squadmates forever!

#10Peiling- ahhha. not very close to you:D but i like the way
you supported me when i suan jovi! you are a really nice person and its really
nice knowing you! You are really very helpful and hope you will stay happy
forever:D FF!

#11Hilda- tution friend and classmate! Your constant calling of everyone darling is much remembered:D Though we are not very close, its nice having a friend like you and hope you find me a good friend too;D gonna miss you:D
#12Yeeching- lao ma zi, i will miss your "motherly" love and your "maturity". You are my most kawaii mummy who have continuos joy and happiness found within you and contented with who you are. Whatever it is, mummy, you are my best mummy you must remember me kays?
#13Oonhim- hehe. finnally. Squadmate/ Gossipmate/ Classmate/ Busmate / Studymate. I love your company due to your neverending nonsense of spacity and retard-ness just like me. Your crazy-ness never fails to bring my spirits up and to high with you. i am gonna miss you lots and lots for your unique voice and your imba-ness as well as the times we studied together. you motivated me. thannks. though we are going to different classes): i hope we would still be friends forever♥
#14Rebecca- hah. you and hilda, perfect couple, super boy and super girl LOL. Though i dont really talk to you, i feel that it is nice knowing you and having you as my classmate:D i am gonna miss ya.
#15Huiwen- i dun really know you very well as we dont usually hang out together. But i like you for your sportiness and its really really nice having form a friendship with you. I hope you wont forget me like the way i wun forget you^^
#16Taikee- 老公! finally reached you. i like you as my 1st choice of shopping mate as we have similar preferences. We can click very well and talk very well:D i think we could like talk about anything in the world LOL. You so kawaii and that makes me miss you more. Most probably we would be taking the same subject and i am praying hard to be in the same class as you. at lease i hope so. ily♥
#17Boonkee- ah boon! you are damn skinny so eat more:D your helpfulness is appreciated by me and its nice to have a friend like you;D you should smile more cause it makes you more kawaii((: gna miss ya.
#18Jessica- a cheerful and happy daddy's girl? i like you for your height! naw la naw la. You are a very nice person who is sociable and outgoing. We will most probably be in different class so i hope that you dun forget me. can you promise that? i will make you a promise too. i wil not forget you:D
#19Eelin- Princess should be the word for you. You are very nice to your friends and i like you cause of the care and concern you have given to each and everyone of your friends. successful classchair so grats. its not easy but you managed. i really hope you would take biculture or else i would really miss you alot):also, thanks loads for your encouragement given during the times when i think my life was screwed up. stay happy and dun forget me kays?
#20Jean- a super duper imba person who As almost everything. You are very nice and i will remember you. You are a damn cool person and thats why i liked you. we wont be in the same class anymore and i would really miss you. dont forget me k?
#21Weijian- Its nice knowing you and you are nice guy other then your blurness and neverending questions. though irritated sometimes, i still like you as my classmate. Gonna miss you):
#22Albert- "I never think of the future. It comes soon enough." --Albert Einstein. i agree with this quote. Sec1 tablemate. and sec2 ah ma. LOL. seriously, you are damn kawaii you know bertbert. especially when you act. i'm in fact, i am jealous of it. naw la naw la. Thanks for your wisdom given to me (rmb what you wrote on my paper?- you got ur wisdom from ur ah ma) =X. You are my ah ma with no generation gap LOL. gonna miss you:D.
#23Calvin- okay i have to admit that you are damn pro in your lang arts. anw
thanks for suan-ng me throughout the year. It adds color to my life. DOTS. Speak up more and i am sure you will be damn popular cause you are a really nice guy. I am gonna miss all your sacarsm and your coool-ness in some way or another. Miss you.
#24Jovi- First looloo now my DADDY. i am really gonna miss you okay? You are kawaii with your straight and conditioned hair:D COMB it more often you will look nicer LOL. Your random-ness was much appreciated and will be missed after we go into different classes. BE more optimistic about our squad ok? gonna miss you and love you lots.
#25Wesley- You are a great guy and a very very nice perosn too. You never fail to make me laugh with your expressions and your super duper sotong-ness and your gaui-ness. It's really nice knowing you and hope you feel the same way about me too. Its sad to know that we wont be in different classes but life gets on yea? gna miss you.
#26Guannan- 老五! Iguana LOL. i have known you for 8 years and its very coincidental that we had always been in the same class for the 1st 2 years in each school. Pri1 and 2 and also Sec1 and 2 . i bet you didnt notice it did you? You are a very funny guy and you have been a great friend. thanks for being my class mate and i am gonna miss you loads.
#27Bocheng- Kungfu panda. LOL. i will miss you and the shades you had on you during the pahang trip. thanks for letting me bully you in class. rofl. hope we will be going to the same class or else i would miss you. its nice knowing you:D
#28Chuanxun- you seem to like kaobei-ing me but yea thats harmless isnt it? Your cells functions differently but thats why you are unique. You make me wanna laugh at your actions and the way you speak. gonna miss ya.
#29Jonathan- We would most probably see each other in tuition but yea. Dun keep kajiao-ing me luh. LOL. anw its great knowing you and speak up more ok? i will always rmb you as the GG (!gentle giant!)
#30Kianlin- TOILET CLEANER! You never fail to cheer me up with your pathetically nonsencical CRAP. LOL. you always keep me entertained during malay lessons. I noe you love to 戴绿帽and i am gonna miss that look of yours as well as the random-ness you have in class. Work harder and be more guai. Situations will change. Its great to have you as a friend and classmate. FF!
#31Lingeng- 老二! You never fail to wanna snatch my position LOL. i will miss your constant dozing off in class and your act cute expressions with some essence of childishness and innocence.rofl. what a joke is that. Jiayous in working towards your aim to be a laoda! gonna miss ya!
#32Pc- 老四! So interestingly kawaii. I am sure you would be quite shuai when you grow older de:D you proved me wrong about you being those kind of innocent kid just like me LOL. Your random-ness will be much remembered by me. I am sure gonna miss you!
#33Darren- OMIGOSH. IDOL! you run like a wind yea. Talking to you sometimes makes me wanna vomit blood. You have been a great home econs partner and i am definitely gonna miss your 水汪汪的大眼睛 as well as your "innnocent and blur diao" look. You have been a great friend and classmate as well:DD
#34Shouzan- 老七! You have been a very loyal friend whom i think i can trust. I will miss all your nonsense and crappiness. Your acting angry thing would also not be forgotten. Its really nice having you as my classmate as you make the class livelier LOL. The class is never quiet unless wthout you. i am definitely gonna miss you and love ya!

Its completed and all these are my heartfelt thoughts. I am really gonna miss all of you candies. Candies of different flavours and the things we have went through together sweet, sour, bitter and hot.These memories who not be washed away and engraved deeply in my mind. If there's a chance, i hope i could turn back time and have one more chance to cherish all of you, each and everyone.

♥candy#o1

On This Day:D

2008-11-06T21:36:00.002+08:00

Above is a very very meaningful song that melted my heart when i heard it. ENJOY:D

♥

2008-10-31T22:35:00.003+08:00

tricks or treats?

o.O it has been a long time since i posted? LOLS. dun worry peeps i am back into blogging again! today was SPORTS day. i wasnt running (obviously) but i was supporting;P. then yea yea the race went on and on under the immense heat( correct usage? >.<) then i was being kb-ed by chuanxun, i am beginning to not like him liao T.T like i ever offended him? maybe i did. the whole thing was suppose to end at 10.45 but ended at 12.20 instead.. oh ya the most INTERESTING part of the whole thing was see-ing darren run. at a speed of WIND? he like so damn fast?? i think he gt 1st for everything he took part in other then the 4 x 400 one which he got 2nd. it wasnt his fault. HE VERY VERY PRO LE:D in the end pegasus did not win the CHAMPION house but it wasnt unicorn either. sort of shocking but yea MINOTAUR won. congrats:D anw darren has become my IDOL;PP

i am darren tien wei jie's no 1 fan♥

then me and oonhim went to VIVO. then we went to kopitiam to eat. arghs la all the food i bought suay suay TASTE weird. for example, a rock melon that taste like ORANGE like OMG? roflmao. i guess she was handling some orange thing with her gloves and she used the same glove for my rock melon thats why. (smart analysis). weird food.
actually wanted to watch movies but the mighty me watched ALL the NICE movies liao then all the others either we too young or NOT NICE. actually wanted to watch lakeview terrace. oonhim din really liked it and same here. but it was cancelled cause i had to go home before 5 to prepare for tuition. like WTH? exams over liao lor. zzz
no choice so went window shopping and saw alot of nice stuffs but i was BROKE. awww. how i hoped i had unlimited amt of money for me to BUY BUY BUY.
oh ya before i forget, MY SYRUP incident:DDD
when i wanted to buy my SYRUP, we traveled from SINGAPORE to MALAYSIA to ENGLAND and back again:DDDDD. dun jealous;P hahahahahahaha. so damn funny can? when we went to vivo mart. it feels like we will never make it back. i was damn scared we forget take the escalator AND got lost. oonhim told me it feels like MALAYSIA. LOLS. so we entered her FANTASY and nearly couldnt return. after a long long long long long search in the weird weird place which has such silence that can kill,i couldnt find my syrup there other than the jam which i dun wan. i was determined to buy my SYRUP:D. so we went to cold storage. another fantasy.we entered another country:D ENGLANDDD. thats according to oonhim again. haha. lololololololol. too much contact with oonhim makes u crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too.

♥ happy halloween:D

QUIZ. RESULTS

2008-10-25T02:59:00.002+08:00

okok i am finally back. Sure loads of people missing me yea? naw la naw la. hmmm here to attch a quiz and also about my results =X

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Commitment
Death
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

OK. now for results;/ i fared quite badly but i think i TRIED my best. okayokay my blog is getting boring just like my life. if i think of smth else then i blog bah.

♥ cheers

BUS BROKE DOWN

2008-10-08T17:40:00.003+08:00

okay i decided to blog. today during the assembly time, kian lin talked abt soft porn and hardcore porn to us. OMGOMGOMG. never in my life did i discuss such a topic. okay then had history and FINALLY went with oonhim to VIVO makan chicken rice. on our way... saw alot of gl ppl okay i am being mean>.< color="#ff0000">PREPARE for the CLIMAX. jkjk. then board the bus half way. awwwww. the bus door spoil. half close half cant. OMG la. then stuck there super LONG:/. when everyone started getting off the bus, and i decided that i should too, i asked bei hua "hey are you getting off??" guess whats the reply. " yea of course i am waiting for the queue. " not funny right? the funny part is... the person who replied is not him. is a lady sitting in front of him assuming that i was talking to HER. DOTS. we all burst out laughing.. then got down de bus arghs. then the second bus too full cant board. THIRD BUS. finally board!! but i was squashed to bits. okay i am exaggerating. the source is not reliable..rofl. oonhim say my bag too big. yea its true yea this post is of super duper LAMEness. posting it for the sake of posting..

&heartsmugging for EOYS? nah

lols.

2008-10-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

look at the colours

JOVI DADDY. here is a dedication to my daddy:DDDDD . LOLS daddy i dunno what to say lols. HAHA just gambatae for EOYS.hmmm today malay lesson:D DAMN FUN AGAIN. thanks KIANLIN woots. here's a very short post..

monday:DD

2008-09-29T19:28:00.003+08:00

back to school

okay thanks to all that bought me presents. you all really din have to:D but i still LOVE THEM. anw THANKS TO:
♠OONHIM AND TAIKEE for the cake and card:D
♠CHEAHJING AND HILDA for the BIG LOLLIPOP:DD
♠GLADYS AND JINGQI for the hairband and PIG badge:DDD
♠EVA for the yellow carebear:DDDD

(i will post the pics of the CUTE things other time:DD)

HAPPYBIRTHDAY:DD

2008-09-28T20:17:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to XINYI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!! okay today is one fine nice day. OMG i grow older liao :D i am no longer a kid:D i am fourTEEN. i would like to sincerely thank those who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY:D

SMSes: according to earliest:D timing will be written beside:DDDD
1st: JOVI DADDYYYYYY : 12 am
2nd: PC : 12.04 am
3rd: CHEAH JING : 12.09 am
4th: LAI TENG : 12.11 am
5th: PEI QIN : 12.56am
6th: FELICIA : 1.01 am
7th: EVA : 8.35 am
8th: JING XIAN : 8.37 am
9th: GLADYS : 9.12am
10th: OON HIM : 9.16am
11th: TAI KEE laogong : 10. 33am
12th: WEILIANG : 11 50am
13th: HILDA : 11.58am
14th: ONG MIN : 1.47 pm
15th: JIAYING : 3.02pm
16th: YUNFEI gk laoda : 3.06pm
THANKS ALL I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLL:DD
okay msn also got: shouzan WAKAKAKA
: songken :DDDDD

: sheena and familyXDXD

: szemin:DDDD
THANKS ALL too:D

facebook: MEIWEN, WINNIE <333
now now now. last but not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! (my real de)

♥iamfourTEEN

HAMSTER!!

2008-09-25T22:35:00.005+08:00

see that little thing...

OKAYOKAY i posting about the HAMSTER tadadada! CLASS PET:DD. *yikes* okay i think i am the only one against that cute little creature. thats cause i sensitive to it. awwww. lalala. people are gonna hate me for this : i dun wan that hamster. LOLs. okay i dun mind having it as a class pet as long as people stop being so DAMN incosiderate. ahems..
anyway, i had a DADDY now. OMGOMG. LAOGONG u now have father-in-law:D *hurray*
YAYS! PASSED my CHEM. okay today's MOST enjoyable lesson, MALAY. OMG la i today damn grouchy( ps if i pissed anyone off). THANKS KIANLIN u made my DAY with your lameness. woots. okay the thing is i think i SCREWED my speech again. no more chance. sobs. thats al folks:D tomorrow anoter chapter of my life.

♥SMILEyourHEARTsout

2008-09-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

just follow your heart...

just follow ur heart WOOTS so easy arh???

FORGIVEMETHISTIMEPLEASE.

2008-09-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

Happiness is learning to whistle,catching a firefly and setting it free...

all went well. i went anchor point with oon him they all. THEN went to oon him's HOUSE. =X started on maths revision worksheet and COMPLETED it:D *SMILES* decided that we would revise again TOMORROW. its the final lap and i will try my best. If my hardwork doesnt pay off this VERY time. i am giving up. JIAYOUS for EOYS.

anw i decided to be nice now. i feel guilty for all i have done and i am sorry. please to all FORGIVE me. give me time i will change. trust me this last time wont you?

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NCO BERNICE:DD

♥iamnotgonnabea~~bitch~~

idunnowhatshappening

2008-09-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

a cruel reflection of reality

it felt just like me being deceived. Having suspicions on peoples' intentions and so on. I have been worrying too much lately. I have been reflecting all this time. i have been living life like a ~~FOOL~~> i worry about the slightest things and i have been on these freaking thoughts since the beginning of june. WHATS WRONG WITH ME? i felt like dying alrd and i felt worse about the backstabbing in MY LIFE. Its too complicated and i dint wanna think about it. but i cant help it. I have no idea but seriously it felt like i am living life worse then hell. TORTURED by these thoughts were bad enough and i had this weird feeling of beng alone. all alone. i am afraid of the dark but there is no beam of light. the smile is no longer real anymore. it is no longer there. at this very min i am writing this, its with every bit of disappointment i have towards myself. Suicidal thoughts were often present. But i dun have the courage. at least i still feel a need to return all that was given to me. at least i still think that there are people around me that cared for me. thats what i think but i dun feel it. i have became more insensitive or did i give up already? its just 13 years of my life. not even 14. isnt it a pity to give up now? Shouldnt i just grasp on to the last ray of hope and carry on with my journey in the dark house? confused. puzzled. by what is happening to me. by all the things around me.

&iwastedmylifeaway

TGIF:D

2008-09-19T22:55:00.003+08:00

TGIF :DDD

oooooh. today's PT:D quite fun. Our acts are becoming funner and funner:DD . i dun dread it as much now at least. I LOVE THE PASS BALL WHILE RUNNING GAME:D its fun though keep drop but still i enjoy it:D then attempted DRAGON PUMPING. though din succeed but arms still ache. SORRY PEEPS=x i too weak. LOLS. Then played captains' ball for recrea. i felt like a loser. i HATE ball games cause i suck at it.

anw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA♥!

♥SMILE:DDD

CHEMTESTT.T

2008-09-18T21:50:00.005+08:00

drowned by the books..

OH MAN! There is the terrible chemistry test TOMORROW. =.= havent even started revising and here i am blogging>.< *yawns* i din wanna study okay? TOMORROW PT and RECREA. YAY! but sorta worried cause too long never run liao i think i gonna die OMG. anw JIAYOUS:DD i noe my squadmates will be with me:D arghhhss. will be updating soon. have pretty short posts nowadays cause of the dreaded EOYS. JIAYOUS:DD

oh to end off : HAPPY BRITHDAY KAIJIE :DD

♥happymood

its a happy day

2008-09-17T21:55:00.004+08:00

sudden passion for quotes

a happy day:DDDD so smile:DD hmmm. i had many smiles in my blog WOOTS. anyway, There's smth lacking in my blog but i dunno what. =X

okay la just blogging for the sake of blogging. KEEP THE TAGS GOING PEOPLE:DD they make my day^__^

♥itsahappyday:D

BACK in ACTION

2008-09-16T22:31:00.005+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK!

okay 1st i must thank OONHIM for helping me in updating. LOLs.
~THANK YOUUUUUUUU~

hmmmm today's TUESDAY:D. CCA!! before act saw VERON with 2 balloons =.= I am jealous! *hints* okay todays' act was quite okay for me^__^ had pt as forfeit. WE LOVED IT though. CC,CD, PT and DRILL haha xD nice act. how i hoped its always like that..

Then now talk about my new skin:DD i have grown tired of my previous blog skins and thus wanting to change. Hope you people out there like my blogskin. Though not very done up yet but should be okay^^ i will improve on it and leave tags to COMMENT:D
negative OR positive both acceptable (i prefer positive ones though xD)

LEAVE TAGS people. my board is DEAD. *sobs*

Whoohoo :D

2008-09-15T17:11:00.005+08:00

Hello world!
Ahaaa, I'm posting for Xinyi right now so guess who I am :D
-pokes around-
Anyway I've decided that this blog is getting rather dead so I'm doing her a favor (Xinyi say 'thankyou'!)

She's at my house right now reading the chinese version of Totochan. Ha. & I have to do a freaking CID shit. ):
Screw CID cos it sucks.

Omg there's no PT for act tml ~~again!~~ Walau it's been almost a month since we had pt already k.
Z that's soooo long. & we were almost 100% sure that tmr's act will be PT. Oh yaay, I'm soooo excited for CC & CD tml. -.-Heng it's not drill though.
But I have a really bad feeling that we're never gonna get our PT. Sheesh. I've been counting on this PT to get rid of the fats I've been accumulating.
Hmm maybe we can request our NCOs to let us have PT for this Friday's act. :/ It's been too long. :B

Ah well I guess it's pretty obvious that I'm Oonhim right now uh.
:D With all the complaints and stuff. Hee.

Yep, once again, I've invited her to invade my house so I'm invading her blog now.
:) She's tempting me with chips (groan) See what I mean when I need to jianfei? Arghh. Plus I ate 2 hotdogs and a drink @ ikea just now for lunch. Erps.
HAHA I managed to resist the temptation of eating the caramel ice cream HEEE.

K I think I'm wasting space here, so byebye.
I'd better get my CID done now ._.

♥Oonhim :D

DRILL~!

2008-09-04T15:27:00.001+08:00

today. arghs dragged myself outtta bed.
wash up and prepare go school.
WOOTS. waited at the bus stop.
missed two buses on purpose!
(oonhim u gotta thank me for that)
then oonhim got on bus she called me.
then at my stop two 963 came.
i took the first one.DAMN IT.
so suay in the end still different busT.T
waste my time.
but she waited for me at the bus stop.
miraculously she reached first..
WE SAW SQUADMATES.
yay! we went for drill practise.
okay i realised i am gonna flung for WOC>.<
i totally suck at it.
which leg the command end.
when to execute command.
.zzz. i hope i pass though.
hmmmmm. suddenly wanted to be squad ic.
i noe its impossible.. *SOBS*
then we were sort of tired..
me, oonhim, wenting, eelin and felicia went VIVO.
ate LUNCH.
ba chor mee.
for them mee pok. for me guo tiao.
HAHA. there is no need to say.
then we went to auditorium MAKAN.
me and wenting dun eat chilli de.
YAY! mine is with ketchup.
but poor wen ting..
i think the auntie forget and gave her the chilli.
she say she dun care if she gets sausage lips.
SHE MUST FNISH IT.
then she eat until super xin ku..
we got her unglam pics.haha.
havng loads of fun taking her pic.
have a nice view of what she's doing ~!

ENJOY~!

SHE GOT TWO BOWLS haha.

open mouth BIG BIG

CLOSE UP^^

the only one she smiled~!

FINISHNG FINISHING!!

okay now for compare and contrast

similar hor??
SPOT THE SIMILARITIES~!
oonhim said they look similar.
in some way or another. HAHA.
thats all FOLKS.

counting down:
this sept.
1ST VERON's.
2ND FELICIA's
3RD MINE. YAY!

FOULMOOD

2008-09-02T21:42:00.005+08:00

nopes no vulgarities in my blog.
i shant scold. its crude *blehs*
i am damn pissed okay?
nothing is going smoothly for me.
i hate this .
i hate THESE.
its hurting me.
okay. its selfish to do that IDIOT.
nevermind i shant vent my anger in poor little blog

today went library revise~! WOOTS. thats meeeee.
then went westmall.
PeiQin called me ask me go meet her.
I went.
SAW HER AND SONGKEN.
:/ OMIGOSH. can u believe it??
THEY *****!!
new c**ple !!
lalala. i noe i am gonna get trashed by this.
LOLS. hope they LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER(so sweeeeet)
okay enough of them.

i am freaking pissed again.
i cant control liao.
MUST VENT OUT or i may just kill myself.

"Time might or might not heal the wounds. I leave it to fate, as i have said it is really funny. Suddenly so close suddenly so far. If u remembered what is the meaning of this, then so be it, But for now, its better to say bye. So bye!"
okay thats what u said. THANKS yea?

enough is enough.
i had enough already.
enough of this sorry-s.
its not gong to work out that way.
at least not the way u wanted.
its not the first time.
and i really hoped it would be the last.
isit my fault or isit yours??
is being friends so difficult?
u rather be alone..
TELL YOU U NEVER WAS.
"NO MAN IS AN ISLAND"
so stop being so selfish.
u are hurting the people around u.
when u change your mindset u will be happier.
trust me u will be.

iamokay.

2008-09-01T09:12:00.002+08:00

thanks to all who cheered me up.
dun worry i am okay now.
i must be strong.
i am ME.
i will not give up.
i gained back my FIGHTING SPIRIT.
its all not over yet.
worlds' doomsday .

buckets of thanks to all.

went to REVISE

2008-08-30T21:09:00.003+08:00

woots today went out with 大笨蛋.
TO REVISE~!
haha i becoming 乖-er and 乖-er.
woots then went to je macs.
do some work.
then 大笨蛋 wan lend me 大笨蛋's chemistry notes.
LOLS.
okay then we went back to westmall.
then 大笨蛋 brought notes,
we went voiddeck.
STUDY>.<
i told 大笨蛋about a-piao.
then we kajiao say got a-piao.
ROFL. funny eh.
suddenly crush on a-piao liao~!
taught 大笨蛋 cube.
VOMIT BLOOD.
then bought 大笨蛋 a present.
RUBIKS CUBE.
大笨蛋 never say thank you wor.
eeyer...
okay lar thats all.
大笨蛋 is damn lame~!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY

2008-08-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS'S DAY~!

haha today went to school then had party.
THANKS to those who brought LAYS SOUR CREAM.
ILY.
then went back keming.
the trip back was terrible.
i boarded the bus with handful of BALLOOONS
PEOPLE stared at me like i am a freak.
*sobss*
managed to get back school before closing of visiting hours~!
then went to westmall.
ate PASTA MANIA.
watched WALL.E with qiuluan, lai teng, weishuang, jiaying, jeremy and zihao~!
then laiteng gobne CRAZYYY/:
*ooooops*
she started pulling off our rubber bands.
then we took some random photos~!
haha i started it.
then we went to interchange.
continued our spasticity.
we went lai teng's hse
talked about A-PIAO~!
play cards and game.
taught jiaying and laiteng to play REWUJIE.
lalalalala.
then went tuition.
din go home until 11 .
played audi after bathing.
zzz . damn tired liao lor.
tts all~!!

whatever is this bullshit

2008-08-28T22:22:00.002+08:00

all this PMS i am having..
i had enough
CTs finally over.
got back results *toot*
some of it NOT ALL>.<

i am really trying liao.
look at my pathetic grades.
FAILED physics. JUST PASSED geog.
maybe i should be happy??
going to be kicked out soonT.T
whatever, thats doing people who hated me a FAVOUR.
two results were released and both i was LAST in class
*toot*
jane told me: "you dun look like the type who would be upset because of results"
i never thought i would too.
its the first time.
i felt i wasted my 2 years in the school.
whats the point?
i din seem to have learnt anything.
there must be something wrong.
with my FREAKING RETARDED brain??
or do i NOT have one??
sinking into depression.
all this bullshit is killing me.
who knows perhaps i might just get into IMH in few MONTHS.
or perhaps i would never have lived to see the next rainbow??
its driving me crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

i hate this sort of life.
i have had enough.
why cant they just leave me alone.
all this suay-ness.
all this rough patches.
imagine me dead.
the earth will still be round.
my friends would still be BFFs.
my school will still stand.
nothing would change.
NOTHING.

Is that how insignificant i am?
its a rhetorical question.
yes it is.

sometimes i just tell myself.
hey girl u have seen how unimportant u are.
all this abnormal behaviours and spastic attitude of yours,
its nothing,
nobody and nobody cares,
nobody and nobody is bothered by it.

imgoingcrazy

NOOFFENCE:X

2008-08-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

TUEDAYS are happy days.
today had np act..
looking forward to it and THEN.
FULL SQUAD ATTENDENCE!!
*applauses*
then we had a theory test on camp craft.
then had practical. making of a gadget.
we were having loads of fun.
until. during the critising part.

"If NP is gonna continue this way,
with only scoldings, no laughter, no fun,no bonding,
i'm sure everyone's gonna lose their passion for RVNP.
yes, we have squadmates.
but what is it that brings us together?
our burning passion for RVNP.
with that flame going out,
how are we gonna stick together?"
---quoted----

maybe after this i am getting into alot of trouble but.
its true. not only my own opinion.
our squad “吃软不吃硬”
thats what our squad is.
we dont need praises.
i agree we might not have that standard demanded from us.
what is the exact thing we need then?
encouragement thats what we need.
perhaps we should just do with what we have.
thats the spirit but isit really the best way out?
whatever it is. we have nothing against our NCOs.
just the way we feel is the best way for us.

this week,.

2008-08-22T18:40:00.001+08:00

awwww. i hate that.
i lost my wallet DAMN IT.
my savings GONE GONE GONE>.<
a lesson learnt.
its my fault anyway.
i am careless.
WTH.
hmmmm. this week test test test.
BEST PART: left one more paper ~!
WOOTS~! CHEERS^^
i PASSED geog.
haha~! damn freaking happy can?
HOPE WE ALL CAN PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS~!

i love the act ~! OMIGOSH all those shoutings ROCKS.
actually b4 act i dreaded it. low attendance. few people come):
damn scared NCOs scold cause we did not do what we promised.
GETTING XINGJIE TO ACT>.<

WE SANG THE BIRTHDAY SONG FOR JINGYI 3 TIMES!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COORDI~!

opinions.

2008-08-11T14:16:00.004+08:00

i read wenting's letter.
that reminds me of the squad.

there are times, we made our NCOs angry,
there are times, they are disappointed,
there are times, we failed to bond,
there are times, when we feel like giving up.

maybe its just me or something.
i feel lost.
in the midst of nowhere.
in the midst of joy and laughter.
there is something missing.
we lack something.
it wasnt the fun,
it wasnt the scoldings,
it wasnt the laughters,
it wasnt the squabbles.

are we separating from each other?

i have no idea what or why i am thinking of things that way.
perhaps thats why wenting and some other squadmates are trying hard to save the squad.
FALLING APART?
nobody wanted that but what more can i do?
i feel like something extra in the squad.
just for the name of it.
nothing i could do.
perhaps because of the individuals,
we are breaking apart.
whatever for?
it pains me to see our poor squadmates trying so hard to piece the squad.
its pains me more to see our beloved squadmates not putting in the effort.
its not a blame. its just a regret.

our life in np.
its a victory or a defeat,
its a loss or a gain.
it all depends.

Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall.
Confucius

jiayous squadmates~!

wenting's letter.

2008-08-10T14:04:00.003+08:00

sure that almost everyone is mugging now yea?
z. so important...
anyway i read wenting's email.
and just in case some people couldnt read emails.
*AHEM*
i put it in this post.
all written by wenting:

hi sqdmates. (:this is a special email written for you guys. time flies since we first joined npcc as a cca when we were still in year one.although we're now only in year 2, after yesterday's ROD, we're officially sec 3 squad now.sec 3, the most senior cadet squad.it comes along with much more responsibility, pressure, and maybe some authority?that meant that we needed to have more discipline, put in more hardwork and most importantly, be more bonded.although guys may not want to hear much about squad bonding and stuff, but i think it's still worth telling you guys the importance of bonding.i know you guys may find me naggy and stuff, i still think that its impt you guys understand it now than realise it at the end of our last yr of cadet life, when we're gonna be ncos, or even at the end of our nco-ship.that would meant a total failure, failing as an np cadet, failing as an RVNP cadet.so yea. firstly, wanna say a big THANKYOU to EVERYBODY who went for ROD yesterday, and of course, for all e practice sessions, preparations, etc. it was really nice to see more ppl coming to help out and that really worked as i think our performance and stuff was much better than last year. special thanks to guys like KUANYUAN, JOVI, who never failed to motivate, encourage and somehow 'knock some sense' into the other guys. im not trying to say that the other guys aint good but they're the ones that really showed much enthusiasm. of course, not forgetting LINHAN, MATTHEW, KENNETH, HANCONG who actually put in an effort to learn e dance although i know you guys didnt really like it. im sorry that we cant choreograph e dance such that everybody loves it, but i really hope that the next time we need to put on a performance, the guys could help out in e choreographing too, so that at least there will be much more comments that we can hear and edit e dance steps.next, i dont know if i should mention this but, i dont really understand why some of the guys just dislike or even hate np/our squad. i mean, isnt there even a little teeny weeny bit abt this cca that you like? it may be squadmates, it may be drills, it may be pt, it may be lessons, it may even be our NCOs, our CIs, our TOs, or even simply being an NPCC cadet. i know you most of you guys didnt include NPCC as your choices in e cca selection back then but still, there's no choice, you cant quit, you cant do anything about it. even if you PON, sooner or later, there'll be trouble coming your way. im not trying to be a philosopher or anything but, life is never perfect, it is not going to turn out perfectly the way you want it to be and it never will. so yea, as sir eric says, "you can either put in all your effort in these years in np and ROD proudly cuz you've done your part or just slack thru these days and ROD w/o learning anything from this cca." (i know it isnt the PERFECT QUOTE but oh well...) yea. so will you put in more effort to know us, your fellow squadmates, to appreciate the NCOs, CIs, TOs and their everlasting effort, and to bring colours to your own life by engaging yourself in your NP-life, and most importantly, create everlasting memories with not only us, your squadmates but also with the NCOs, CIs, TOs and even NPCC itself.somehow i believe deep inside everyone of us, we got the teeny weeny bit of feeling for NP and our squadmates. that is also the reason that keeps most of our squadmates going all these times. i believe that its just because you guys havent realise that feeling deep inside you, that's why there's a lack of passion in you. i also believe that as long as you put in an effort, you will find that effort, because i believe squadmates are a bunch of people who will never be the same as your classmates or your closest friends.so now,as an official sec3 squad, it's time we pull up our socks(literally!) and work our way to be a bonded and wonderful squad that all our I/Cs will be proud of. i know we can do it. that's because what it takes is what we've got. (:so, jiayou squadmates. BANGBANG ALL THE WAY~~~

I may not be a perfect squadmate so don’t ever hesitate to tell me anything I’ve done wrong or I’ve said wrongly. Cuz I believe squadmates help each other to improve(:

im sorry for being naggy, and im sorry if you think I’ve just wasted your time by reading such a long and useless email. But still, I think it’s worth it because you are my squadmate and will always be.

my comments. PEOPLE JIAYOUS.
we shant diappoint wenting as well as our sirs mams and NCOs.
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS.
i love BANGBANG~!

blog's DEAD

2008-08-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

hello. my blog is like quite dead?
omgomgomgomg. no ones tagging.
nothing to tag about.
nowadays feeling very depressed.
by the workload.
block tests..
make up lessosn..
missing all sorts of lessons due to CCA.
shooting wasnt that bad though,
14 out of 16 bullets hit the paper.
real bullets.
okay now everyone jiayous for BLOCK TESTS.
jiayous together^^
roflmao. i wont be blogging until after BLOCK TESTS((:

MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2

2008-08-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

lalala. today went tuition.
DOTS. then went to watch movie with tai kee and ee lin.
DAMN TOUCHIING CAN?
i am like crying during the movie.
MONEY NOT ENOUGH2
its a really nice movie.
though alot hokkien but still its NICE.
its not only about money money money..
its about kinship and family.
i believe it teared many people.
okay i shant like do a MOVIE REVIEW about it.
but its nice.
NICE NICE NICE.
thats all. hmmm short post.

lessons((: WOOTS

2008-07-28T20:07:00.004+08:00

lalala. today swimming wor.
its terrible. idk how swim.
FREE water for me drink. DOTS.
then go back school.
slip and ROLL down the stairs.
awwwww. my butt hurts damn lot.
thats crapper kian lin laughing like mad.
stupid he say retribution cause i laugh at himT.T
CRAP.
damn suay can?
then go home after the NE thingy.
went home with weiying.
GET TO PON LANG ARTS REMEDIAL.
woots.
i must study very hard to as to get a b4 nw i C6 sia.
DOTS DOTS DOTS.
i must get out of remedial.
my maths test was terrible.
i copy 2 questions wrongly.
ARGHS. heart ache. my A1 fly liao.
DAMN.
hmmm. today's physics extra lessons were cancelled.
not bad seh i very happy.
LOLS.
okay la then i did the M3.
i dun even noe how to do can>.<
i noob mah.
DIAO.
okay okay okay enuf crapping.
HOME ECONS TOMORROW~!
happy sia((:

PAHANGtrip

2008-07-25T12:27:00.005+08:00

awwww. finally back safely.

FIRST DAY

er. long trip that took 8 hrs to pahang.

look at the act cute chuan xun.

him again~!
then we went to the turtle sentry.
OMIGOSH. the turtles were very cute.
we had a chance to release turtles that were of three days old.

DAMN CUTE.
then suppose to go back to hotel de.
then heavy rain.
wah piang.
stay there until quite late.
dots then no choice have to go.
become drenched chicken liao.
GO BACK HOTEL.
damn crap and ahems.
guess what? our room infested with cockroaches.
then eelin and taikee damn pissed.
i mean who isnt.
its like we called the operator three times.
their response was like SHIT.
then no choice go jingxian they all de room.
sleep sleep sleep:/

SECOND DAY

yay~! wore class tee. anw this is shouzan's back.
went to the malay village.
it was fun.
we learnt to make oneh oneh and weave baskets.
our oneh oneh.
DELICIOUS
we went to the plantations.

this is the rubber tree. extraction of latex((:
woots.
go there feed mosquitoes.
and i fell.
into a hole in the "jungle".
awwww.
my shoes became muddy.
lalala. then teacher told us we had to forgo shopping as a punishment.
for being noisy at night.
as well as sleeping late.
but its like it wasnt really the majority's fault.
just the minority.
argh. then that day rain again. alamak.
we walked around the village.
then went back to hotel.
they gave us a room beside guan nan.
LOLS.
it was nice except for the broken locks.
comfy.

THIRD DAY

we had another beach to visit.
we picked sea shells and so on.
then went to natural batik village.

tried batik painting.

eelin's work((:

woots.

this is made by sea shells OMG i love it.
then on our way back to singapore.

after the rain. A RAINBOW((:
something bad happen though.
AN ACCIDENT.
terrible.
its like there was some vehicle in front which suddenly stop.
our bus stop then the bus behind us with 2e ppl couldnt stop in time.
then CRASH.
awwwwww.
2 boys and a teacher was injured in the other bus.
2 girls were sort of hurt by the accident.
minor injuries.
*phew*
then we were stopped at a mart to shop for stuffs
to spent time to be exact while a police report was made.
traumatised by this of course. during th trip back,
no one wanted to sit at the back.
reached singapore at 1 plus on fri morning (today)
this was like 5 hrs behind scheduled time.
we were suppose to reach at 8 pm on thurs.
YAY! I LOVE PAHANG~!

wah long post.

2008-07-21T19:12:00.007+08:00

woots its like damn long since i posted.
okay its monday today,
-_- warning this is a super long post.
okay i shall talk about last week lar.
MONDAY((:
hmmm had swimming?
oh damn it its super suay for me.
shant talk about it yea?
so pai seh *blush*
sheeees.
TUESDAY((:
HOME ECONS!
made rock bun.
tadadada.

my wonderful tasting bun((:
crispy on the outside soft and tender in the inside.
lalala.
WEDNESDAY((:
wah CIP.
EAST COAST.
look at that beautiful view.

nice hor??
hmmmm thurs had nth much yea?
FRIDAY((:
after CCA met exNCOs
awwwwwww. sad had to leave early.
then go tuition.
SATURDAY)):
a bad bad day.
i sick cant go act:/
omg sorry peeps.
last session with sirs and i missed it damn.
SOBS.
then went tuition i felt much better.
SUNDAY((:
went out to bugis.
bought little miss NEAT~!
and a cookie monster tee^^
LOVES TO MY MUM~!
MONDAY((:
START OF E & C
lalala.
its coming! its coming!
its TOMORROW.

peeps dun sms me or contact me from 22nd to 25th
cause i wun be in singapore,
awwww i noe u people will miss me.
i will be back real SOON~!
THANKS ((:

Carrot, Egg or Coffee?

2008-07-13T18:20:00.002+08:00

Carrot, Egg or Coffee?

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs and the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what do you see?"

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they got soft.She then asked her to take an egg and break it.

After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg.

Finally, she asked her to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled, as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked. "What's the point, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity--boiling water--but each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior. But, after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.

The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I?

Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity, do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff?

Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hours are the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate to another level?

How do you handle Adversity? ARE YOU A CARROT, AN EGG, OR A COFFEE BEAN?

Don't tell GOD how big your storm is. Tell the storm how big your GOD is!
this is something shared by sir eric last fri.

that day's act was fun as our sec3 ics took us.
if i not wrong is:
cpl jonathan, lcp junjie and lcp nicholas.
should be bah.
sorry if i say wrong rank or name.
LOLS.
i think they will become good NCOs((:
okay yea. and thanks to the people hu cheered me up
during the period i am upset.
THANKS ALOT ((:
i love all of you.
and anw i got my specs liao.
:x

SAVEtheEARTH

2008-07-09T11:25:00.001+08:00

lalala saw this video that mrs khan shown us.
PEOPLE SAVE THE CUTE LITTLE EARTH.
SAVE MOTHER EARTH~!
look at this video and u will know.
SHE IS CRYING!
thanks to?
US!

SAVE HER SAVE HER.

disappointed. i give up.

2008-07-07T22:13:00.001+08:00

okay. i am damn disappointed in myself.
i really cant be bothered anymore.
with the piles of work,
with the stupid problems,
with all those bullshit people are telling me.
i am saying it once and for all.
i am giving up.
i cried i did.
i cried it out.
but, its of no use.
it cant solve my problems.
what have i done to offend god that he did such things to me?
( it wasnt intentional and no offence)
he made me suffer.
bad grades, bad relationships with ppl and broken specs and spoilt phone.
i am blaming him on everything he did.
i knewit wasnt his fault.
why is he toying with me?
the game is over now.
i cant take it. i really cant.
i may seem like some little childish girl whining.
if thats what people thing so be it.
like i said i cant be bothered.
this is the end.
the furthest i can get.
i strained myself.
i gave in.
my methods no longer worked.
things i did, say, perhaps annoying to ppl.
but to me. it a method of soothing my pain.
i am sorry if i irritated ppl.
i wun do it ever.
its useless now.
whats the point then?
bringing unhappiness to ppl as well as myself.
我尝试了。我也尽力了。
i really dont have the strength and energy to continue.
i am giving it all up.

iamsorry.

BUY SPECS

2008-07-06T21:58:00.001+08:00

me and cheah jing in the toilet

LOLs.

haha. went to buy specs:/
my lens dropped out of the frame
okay i admit i was VERY MAFAN.

LOLS.

buy specs with me. veryyyy long.

arghs.

thanks though.

chose a RED one with cheah jing's help.

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM WEARING RED SPECS.

awwwwww. i scared i look terrible.

hmmm we went westmall, lot1 and causeway point.

then she meet her junior at causeway then i go home.

okay nth much this post is REALLY SHORT lols.

CCA((:

2008-07-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

wooohoooos. its act today again!
okay i thot its our snrs taking us but instead sir and mam
funny thing is that the pt wasnt really tough but we really very tired
hmmmm.
i am wondering why.
its like so cool and FUN.
reason?
i can see my squadmates putting in effort.
super happy they did that ((:
JIAYOUS squadmates^^
okay then it was drill.
when first start, mam asked us.
HOW DO YOU FIND YOUR DRILLL STANDARDS?
below average, average or good?
we said average.
she said.
" for a sec2 it is below average "
OMIGOSH.
thats so frank can?
but that made me determined to put in effort.
LOLs. I was the timer((:
second time.
i wasnt confident.
yea. i mean i not very good at drills so damn scared.
okay then recrea.
MY TEAM WAS LOSING LIKE MAD. until the snrs came.
we still lost. DOTS.
lalala.
then went tuition i was damn tired can.
no strength liao.
CRAP.

i believe the best way to MOTIVATE us is ENCOURAGEMENT.
thats what the sir and mam did.
they encouraged us.
and we strive to achieve.
we did improved.
everyone is putting in effort.
i LOVE that.
JIAYOUS WE CAN DO IT.
i hope we cant be the BEST SQUAD IN RVNP'S HISTORY.

nth much,

2008-07-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

okay. ever since i started blogging, i have never gone blog shopping.
i am like totally in my own world.
i dunno how others feel and so on.
or perhaps say i dun care.
i have too many things to care about liao
--random--
okay now lets talk about today.
today had lessons.
i forget bring geog and malay. LOLs.
nicez.
then this guy called MR. DARREN told me he wun be coming school on tues.
he got some competition. T.T
then i am like what the.
ahems. i am gonna screw up the home econs lesson then. DAMN.
the chinese was told to memorise some shi1.
arghs.
then after school.
today supposed to have committee meeting for the psl.
then only me and taikee came T.T
and it was cancelled.
what a waste of time.
then saw MR. DARREN.
asked him if he like "HELLO" he say he is befriending her.
okay dots.
then me and tai kee was like making him promise never to leak anything about today out.
okay whatever we said was confidential.
we are victims.
but then when i saw "HELLO" ******.
i feel damn sorry for her.
and i promise that if she change for the better.
i will befriend her again.
and we could be good friends.
thats my promise. and thats if.
okay then not long ago was talking to pc abt b'day present.
he said its not meaningful.
"why not just give a hug" DOTS.

anw.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIU HAN~!

lols HOMEECONS ROCKS.

2008-07-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

lala lala lala elmo's world elmos world.
lalalalala lalalalala.
elmo song((:

okay today HOME ECONS ROCK.
I LOVE IT.
damn fun.
even though what i cooked( scrambled eggs) tasted horrible.
IT NICE((:
lols darren super duper funny.
wahaha.
then yea. today dun need go recess.
OKAY. NOW FOR TODAY'S ACT.
its superrrrr duperrrrrrr fun.
I LOVE IT^^
yea have mass recrea.
though it wasnt really fair cause ppl cheated. tsk.
but then, we manage to reach about on par with snrs.

" g double'o' d j o b, good job, good job
g double'o' d j o b, good job, good job~!"
cheer((:

but we arent sore losers.
we have sportsmanship.
its okay.
I LOVE NCOS.
okay. while going home.
when reach my stop, i have to squeeze to get off.
DOTS lar.
damn crap.
the two juniors must have been squashed by me.
awwww.
then i keep saying sorry.
oon him say i was loud.
and i knew it.
arghs. i feel damn bad can?
hai. now go do homework liao.
SQUADMATES I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY :
♫GLADYS bao beix
♫squadeemate MEI WEN

X-CLAN setted up.

2008-06-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

shalalalala. LOLs.
nice one.
tio caught for both socks and hair.
gahhh. hair wasnt really my fault.
it dropped down mah. i really got pin LOLS
then yea. in between lessons i think,
jovi told me my blogskin alot other people also using.
then he say i copy.
okay let me say this.
i DID NOT COPY
okay, today had another briefing on swimming.
then after that went LOT 1 with hilda and cheah jing.
while goin out of school, cheah jing and hilda said i told a
VERY VERY BIG FAT LIE.
I AM THE GUAI-EST PERSON IN THE UNIVERSE.
its true what:/
lols then we went to the wallet shop. hilda saw a wallet and i saw a pencil case.
but alot of the designs ppl i noe have liao.
i dun wanna clash yea? DOTS lar.
in the end din buy.
and then,
we went OP.
me and hilda bought OP de shirt. same de.
shop shop shop
the i BROKE liao.
yea we bought our friend rings.
THEN THE X-CLAN is officially SET UP.
YAY! lols. okay i requested it.
i WANNA have another SHOPPING SPREE.
i will remember this date((: ♥30juneo8♥.
muackkks.

bought SWIMMING costume.

2008-06-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

okay. today i went westmall again!!
i went to tom and stephanie.
i bought my SWIMMING COSTUME.
i bought FLIP-FLOPS.
i bought a BENKO VIBRATING DOLL((:
ok. just like that lor. spent more then 50 bucks.
DOTS. waste money buying swimming costume.
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SWIM.
lalala
nowadays my post very short.
dunno why.

boughtPRESSIE

2008-06-28T17:11:00.000+08:00

here to post.
now i dun play audi liao. i now play rewujie.
LOLs.
er. today went to WESTMALL with tai kee.
bought her birthday pressie liaoXD
so happy.
okay then nth much. i din go kmps open hse.
DOTS.
lalala super sian now.
any quizzes for me to do?

CCA and lessons.

2008-06-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

er today 2-in-1 post.
both about today and yesterday.
here it goes.
1st lesson history.
DOTS LAR.
forget bring humans journal.
teacher ask me stand at back of class.
suuuper malu. i hate that:/
then yea she say first hist lesson then asked us go backXD.
maths. was nth much lar.
science.
i couldnt see what teacher taught
so went to sit at calvin's bench.
LOLS. he moved away.
DUN NEED so scared of me i wun eat you up.
then lang arts.
then GEOG.
i like our new teacher.
very INPSIRATIONAL.
thats what i feel PERSONALLY.
then malay.
shou zan called himself a PAPAYA.
he said: " nama saya papaya" LOLs
funny dog.
then its chinese.
THEN THATS ALL.
me and tsz kiu went home.
( i waited for her cause she needed to do the poster.)

okay now of today.
hist AGAIN.
i got bring my humans journal.
today watched a film about gandhi.
then chinese TEST. five ques. i three wrong T.T
and maths same old thing.
THEN GEOG AGAIN~!
me and jane were looking forward to her lesson.
then speech and drama.
the teacher was sort of funny.
but ltr. he scratched his AHEM and i feel disgusted.
ewwwww.
then science. i sat at calvin's bench also.
but with jovi beside me.
he kept singing the music thing.
lol but sit beside him quite fun :x

then CCA.
okay today. i very disappointed in myself.
NCOs ask us how we rate ourselves.
on the whole, it was 5/ 10.
but personally i feel that i failed.
3 perhaps.
i really din put in as much effort as i should have
i am sorry squadmates.
sgt say they did not accomplish their task of preventing our standards form dropping.
but i feel that THEY WERE GOOD NCOs.
it wasnt their fault. its mine, its ours.
they tried their best. NCOs we noe that.
so, NCOs i am sorry.
i din noe why.

i regretted it.

dedicatedtoLAITENG♥

2008-06-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

i was going blog shopping until i saw t3ng blog.
okay let me say this i am not offended cause i dun see why i should.
and ok i took this thing exactly from her blog

"I really dun understand...always go out with xinyi and she looks relaxed..i mean she can dun care about studies and just enjoy her sec sch life...with all the leadership stuff she have.... no offend kay xinyi? if u see this...maybe diff sch? but i seem to worry about sch every moment of my sec sch life...i dun rmb the last moment i actually enjoyed myself with stuff that is NOT related to sch...why do i lead such a meaningless life? everytime go sch i will be pressurised...by people that seems really hardworking...and cry for a mark even higher than me =.= not all...but mostly...hardworking...work do until pretty pretty...even though no marks for decoration LOL...pressure aaaaaa"

well, i must specify this I NEVER ENJOYED SEC SCH LIFE.
well. i dun have much of leadership stuffs. i only had one.
it wasnt very leadership type. LOLs.
the best thing is, everyone can be a leader.
just by voicing out ur opinions,
u are a leader.
someone who leads, influence and gain respect.
the thing is, after we stepped out of our Primary School.
we parted ways. in a sense or two.
its no longer the same.
and the thing is its not that i dun care.
i lost my drive. the drive of pushing me towards my goal.
perhaps time had changed.
i had always thot i am the study type.
but now, i am struggling.
i spent my days finding the drive but to no avail.
the thing is getting bad grades isnt what anyone wanted.
you have the price to pay when u enjoy.
worrying, is important at least that showed u bothered.
however not excessive.
u felt that way cause you are stressed, pressurised and demoralised.
by who?
stressed by your heavy work load.
presurised by your siblings.
and demoralised by those who got higher marks but cried.
its undeniable that everyone has to have a break.
BUT, do you think thats the right time?
not worth it lar. seriously.
and the LAST THING.
teng, your life isnt meaningless. if anyone's life is meaningless, its mine.

YOUTH DAY CELEB.

2008-06-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

hello peeps.
today had lessons again. DOTS.
lalala.
i realised i have no talent in music.
today first music lesson.
teacher let us listen to soundtracks.
and asked us to guess.
I CANT EVEN GUESS ONE!
what the.
then he taught us some signs and a song.
i couldnt rmb.
THANKS TSZ KIU FOR TEACHING ME AFTER THAT!
wheeees.
today had youth day celebration during assembly.
I LIKE THE BEAT BOX. i din noe matthew could beat box so well LOLs.
yea. then went to westmall after that with tai kee.
on the way, fang yuan asked tai kee for popular card.
he say pop card gt 1 dollar discount at kfc!! LOLs
din lend him in the end.
i bought the paper files. woohooos
then she bought her PURPLE bottle.
but we two bought bubble tea.
the pearls were ARGHHHHS.
zzz.

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW'S MEETING~!

i love TODAY'S ACT.

2008-06-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

okay, i love many ppl.
let me name them((:
♥alicia ♥ching hun ♥charlene ♥oon him ♥wenting ♥ee lin ♥ee min ♥jing xian ♥shirley ♥mei wen ♥wei ying ♥prisicilla ♥veronica ♥vannessa ♥tian li ♥felicia ♥xiu han ♥ong min ♥jovi ♥han cong ♥xing jie ♥zhi liang ♥kuan yuan ♥lin hei ♥lin han ♥kenneth ♥matthew ♥hao kuan ♥ji xiang
♥sgt min ee ♥staff winnie ♥staff jhosy ♥sgt khin yin
they are my ♥BANGBANG SQUADEEMATES♥ and NCOs
today had act.
NCOs said that today was IT (intensive training)
i was damn scared lar.
but in the end it should be called interesting training
its DAMN interesting.
40 pumpings, 40 sit ups and 200 counts of "ergh" jumping jacks (dunno how spell)
I ♥ TODAYS ACT!!
i happy for myself though.
i think i really did my best.
SQUADMATES GOOD JOB~! esp. xing jie in leading the cheer~ purple light.
hope we can sustain like that.
WE CAN DO IT DE!

SQUADMATES JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU ^^

1stDAYofSCHOOL

2008-06-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

oleh.
today first day of school.
__ lets talk about yesterday night __
i did my homework starting from 7 pm and ended TODAY at 12.20 am. 5hrs 20mins to be exact.
lalala. let it be 6 then.
yea, a great sense of accomplishment. >.<
now for what i have done during the hols -_-
okay. i am depressed because of this.
I PRACTICALLY DID NOTHING.
i am regretting it now though/:
but WHAT'S THE POINT OF REGRETTING NOW?
what the.
...
...
...
now for today. DOTS.
first lesson: MATHS.
quite happy though, i completed my work. ITS A DUH LAR.
but got quite a few mistakes.
second lesson: Lang arts.
was told to organise PROM NIGHT. woohooos
sad thing is, must wait 4 YEARS LATER. ( shi jie mo ri liao.)
then recess.
i realised i forget print the history write up so decided to go print.
sorry peeps.
thanks to kenneth and friends for lending me the comp.(:
third lesson was chinese.
talked about shui hu zhuan and zuo wen si.
i was daydreaming sometimes. arghhhhs/:
then it was PHYSICS.
its okay except for the fact that i din really noe how to do the practical LOLS
THEN SWIMMING.
no lar. today only briefing nia. heng. rofl.
i never bring swimming costume.
CAUSE I DUN HAVE ONE.
AWWW so sad.
okay mr tan said we wun be swimming until 3 weeks from now. weeees.
but today took height and weight.
I GAINED WEIGHT LIAO!! i damn sad lar.
now my
HEIGHT : 100 cm
WEIGHT: 200 kg
ROFLMAO~!
lalala. thats all folks .

nth much.

2008-06-22T06:28:00.000+08:00

hello peeps(:
okay let me say this: DOOMS DAY UP FOR ME!
i have less than 48 hrs to complete my homework.
and i haven started on it.
lalala.
and here i am blogging
and
sneezing like its NOBODY'S BUISNESS.
gahhhh. din sleep well yesterday night and ARGHS.
slept at three am in the morning and was wide awake by >.<
pathetic. i cant stand it.
i bought a cake for my grandma.
lalalala. HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
happy occasion.
whatever lar. damn upset today.
i dunn0 WHAT HAPPENED to me.
and i dun care.
zzz sian diao liao.
hmmm. very long nvr play audi liao.
thats all bah.
Do Re Mi Fa Soh La Ti Do XDXD

RANDOMkia

2008-06-21T15:36:00.000+08:00

hello peeps(:
okay let me say this: DOOMS DAY UP FOR ME!
i have less than 48 hrs to complete my homework.
and i haven started on it.
lalala.
and here i am blogging
and
sneezing like its NOBODY'S BUISNESS.
gahhhh.
din sleep well yesterday night and ARGHS.
slept at three am in the morning and was wide awake by 7
>.< pathetic. i cant stand it.
i bought a cake for my grandma.
lalalala. HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
happy occasion. whatever lar. damn upset today.
i dunn0 WHAT HAPPENED to me. and i dun care.
zzz sian diao liao.
hmmm. very long nvr play audi liao. thats all bah.
Do Re Mi Fa Soh La Ti Do XDXD

lalalaNTHMUCH

2008-06-20T06:33:00.000+08:00

this is my first try for the cover page of brochure~!
lalalalala its lke SHIT.

final product~! lalala i love myself.

PEEK-A-BOO~!
lalalala.
BOO-YA-KA-SHA!
okay. i finally finished the brochure~!
lalalalala.
Thanks to jane for doing most of the stuffs
GAHHH>.<" IAMTHEWORST/:
i haven start.
even kianlin started T.T WHY WHY WHY WHY~!
lalalala bring me back into the CRAZY MOOD.
must not EMO>.<
i very siao today
so post also super duper RANDOM~!
shalalalala, shalala in the morning.. i dunno how continue.
blewhs.